Saturday, December 26, 2009
Happy Christmas/Boxing Day!
Happy, people, HAPPY!
Well first of all, finally meet cheryl after a very long time, cos we both were going for dom's christmas "partyy" and seriously, i didnt expect many people to be there, but it was great! We sang christmas carols and cheryl was like saying "i dont know this song" but after listening to it, she finally got it.
We watched a home made video by dom's fam, it was damn hilarious. Its about christmas, whether its to celebrate the birth of christ or issit a time where people rush to spend their money on new stuffs for others, and the story is about moses leading people out of egypt, LOL. Seriously going back next year again.
Oh and dom was like "eh, in about more than a weeks time its my 19th", haha, like he wants me to get him something or that i got another year to go to my 19th, who cares!, im 18!
Guess what, saying merry chrsitmas to total stranger was so much fun, i hope maybe ive made their day or something. At first it started with a dare by cheryl, then i carried on, haha. Ive wished a passerby, security guard, a taxi driver and a shop auntie. When i did that, i feel a kind of christmas feeling, a spirit i guess, maybe not a white christmas but a christmas with happy faces is enough.
Oh on to me at dom's house. i stayed till about 4am, well playing card games with his cousins of course, i wanted to stay over but i got something on the next day. Jody was like, i wanna go home and sleep cos i got training tomorrow, oh and Danielle and Shannon came over at about 3am, so yeah, they joined us in the game, called beaver land! wth is that.
Moving on to the next day, i slept throughout most of the whole day, only to wake up and meet my fam at vivo to catch sherlock holmes. Its a good movie, mix with laughter and action, so kinda must watch guys! Oh i watched it with my head tilted, cos we were seating at the front row, but luckily its the GV max so not that much strain on my neck.
Sooo, tomorrow going over to my aunts place for some gathering and exchanging of christmas presents
, they just touched down just now from china, and will be joining my fam in the genting trip, its not everytime i get to spend time with my cousin.
Ive been listening to Eminem again, like all over again. Rap is abusive, but it makes sense and sounds rythemically nice to me:D
Alright, i think thats bout all, time to watch my movie, on laptop! love actually.
peacezout.
why are people saying that christian guys, i mean guys going to church just to see girls?
I go there to see the pastor man! to listen to a old man preaching, i dont see girls, i mean like not literally just go there to see girls right?
Seriously, drop that frking idea, what is christianity becoming like?
Is saying "im alright/fine" or "its alright/fine" really okay?
does it not hurt to keep it in?
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Thursday, December 24, 2009
tell me
i kinda miss my poly friends, but seriously, ive got no time in this holidays for them, they too have their stuffs.
All the laughters, even though modules are still tough, we still stick together through laughter and stress.
today is christmas eve, what to do???
Go for the service?
Go to dom's house?
Or just walk around orchard and buy stuffs for christmas?
Maybe i'll do all three.
and2 i think i lack lots of sleep, after my birthday, which i slept quite peacefully, the next night was kinda crap, think cos the next day ive got an errand to do.
cant wait for my trip to genting, seriously need to get away from singapore. A break before the school starts.
I want to buy lots of stuffs, but at the same time i wanna save my money, oh crap, i havent gotten my green day ticket.
GREEN DAY man, alright time to sms my friend see when he's free to buy it.
peacezout peeps. Alicenine rocks:D
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009
bittersweet
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR WISHES!
seriously, thank everyone for blessing me, for wishing me or whatever.
It was a good day, even though its raining most of the day.
I want to say thank you to my closest friends, you know who, my next closest friends, dan, shane and the rest
and others who have at least done something for me, which i haven't repaid, thanks for everything and the otherothers friends, i thank you from my heart, and to those who couldn't wished me cos i was not contactable, i still thank you people.
Will be thanking everyone that wished me on facebook and anywhere on the net.
Will be thanking my mum for giving birth to me, with something.
Thanking my grandma for raising me up to be a ....(i dont know what am i)
Finally i thank God for giving me a purpose in life that i may find, that in Him i may love again.
And i hope everyone have a great year, great end-of-year.
I want to be back to end this year with a bang on time.
Well, my birthday has been wanting to make people happy, its has always been "if you are happy, im happy."
So if everyone is happy, im happy, even if making people smile becoming my job on my birthday.
With my birthday over, its just another 10 more days to the end of this year, i want to have more memories of this year, it may not be the best year, but at least make good use of the last few days we have of this year and i'll enter the new year bravely, facing whatever may come.
i'll update my past 2weeks stuffs, stay tuned
peacezout \m/
Thank your mum before having a good day.
Your Dad? nah, he had a good time.
This inches-thick wall, separating me from you.
i'll run it down, punch through it with my bare-fist if i have to,
to reach you.
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Friday, December 11, 2009
tell me..
seriously, tell me how you feel.
how everyone feels.
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Sentimental
Are guys there more sentimental guys than girls out there?
time to change mah blogskin, or should i stick with this?
Arent Jared Leto and Shannon Leto handsome?(30 seconds to mars)
They look kinda cool, dont they, especially Jared.
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Tuesday, December 8, 2009
All the same
Tell you people something, you can catch bus 70 at the bus stop across the field if you have missed it at the interchange! haha.
Serious man, me and yanzhuan run across the shelter to the bus stop the other side to catch the bus, its like wtf! carrying my laptop and bag full of books, its like woooh, shiok.
At the interchange, we were like, is that bus 70? then i said i think so, so we started keeping our ear pieces, grab hold of our stuffs and ran. We were out of breathe afterwards, in the bus was just as shiok as we ran.
Anyway, studied from 3 till 9pm today in school lib, actually it was till 7.30 because we went to eat macs and after that watch zombieland on my laptop. Then that jiayu wanted to watch american pie 7, seriously, what kind of international student is he? beware of him girls, he has a sick mind! haha!
Had a bad headache when i was studying, but after eating macs, it was all gone, guess my brain is sensitive to numbers and problems sums.
And damn that nizam. He knows my father name already! I will get back at him:)
Tomorrow EPC tutorials due, its like 10 pages full of circuits and stuffs that make me go wth, and huess what im only at page 2. C'mon CX, Adit will say.
Oh yah, today, when i went into the lecture hall, I was like singing blink 182 songsoftly to myself, and adit came in sarcastically. LOL.
its like,
CX:
Dont waste your time on me, you're already a voice inside my head.
Adit:
I miss you, miss you!
that indonesian. guess you won't find it funny, but there will be more of this in the future and it has already begun. French today was kinda alright, the equiz was too hard, used google translator to translate. Shhhh.
Ah whatever.
Anyway, have any of you thought of this. Ive been thinking, like im in this body, this body and im the soul, its like im seeing everything through this earthly body, like i dont know. Then have you thought that, when you are old, you seeing things through this body, the world the pain that you will feel, the worries that you have that will change your black hair white, the wrinkles that we will have, is our soul so contaminated with sins? Its like im put in this body to be a testimonial or to experience or to spread the gospel. Maybe im asking too many questions, seriouslym this make me cherish life more thinking about death more than my life. I seriously got alot of stuffs i wanna try, even the smallest thing like my hand writing, to stuffs like becoming an actor, a performer, a musician, an artist, a everything that you want to be. to me its like i want to be all of it. Fk, im thinking too much, seriously stop. Gimme an answer, anyone? maybe im too dumb to find this out too late or something, just say it.
Time to do my EPC.
in my life, we compromise.
holding your scarred heart in hand,
i'll take you for who you are,
if you take me for everything.
would you kill the save alive?
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Sunday, December 6, 2009
Say it just once
i'll start composing my post now.
Alright, this week was damn stressful, all the lab test. At least i know that ive done well even though im was so tired.
For analogue, i think for theory ive done well, but not the practical side, i got all 3 lights ON, come on, what is this, my IC chip spoiled, changed it, still the same prob, oh then i thought, the person doing it must be dumb, so i just copied the same ans from th theory side to the practical side. Oh and i saw teacher scibbling some stuffs, maybe minusing marks cos i kept asking yanzhuan how to insert this wire to the other, didnt paid much attention in class huh.
Oh for the other lab test, i did exceptionally well. Well cos the teacher's damn good, she seriously can take over our lecturer, but i still respect the lecturer, can see that he is trying his best, and me trying my best to understand what he's talking about.
So, in 1 week time is my common test so this week's gonna be a mugging week, maybe not so of a hiatus cos i cant do that.
So im thinking of skipping my useless comm skills for me to do my revision. OH dammit, just remembered something, i have french test and comprehension to write! due tuesday. So i seriously have to skip comm skills and camp at lib.
Damn that Nizam, i could have done it over my weekends.
Oh and there's computer programming, i seriously cant do that, its just nonsense which give me no sense at all. Seriously dont teach if you cant teach.
On to thursday, after my lab test, went to nizam work place, the starbucks that is near wheellocks place for free coffee, sounds kinda budget, but who cares, i want lots of coffee, haha.
Its only me aylwin and amilia went, oh and nizam too, but he was going to work so yea. Got mah, dark cherry mocha blended, damn nice.
Anyway, there's nothing on friday, just went to return books. Dragged adit to follow me, well i didnt drag, i think, he followed me on his own will, but i was just only going to return books, guess this is what you call good friend.
Theres too much going on this weekend, went out and out and out even more, so yea. To summarise it, tired, jaded, shag, fun, sleepy, braindead, small eyes, aching bod.
Thats all.
No match today, was yesterday, 4-0! yahoo.
Alright, time to try to study again. peacezout.
do you really want?
do really love?
tell me would you kill to save a life?
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