Friday, May 30, 2008
today, we went swimming again!
with more yummy goody peeps(:
there were, me, linus, yuda, yanzhang, domi, hazreil, khalis, amin and ismail
went to serangoon garden to have our lunch.
oh man, i ate too much, cant have my dinner already.
I ate 2 egg prata and nasi goreng with ikan bilis.
Dom and Amin are crazy man. dom ate Nasi goreng with ikan bilis, curry chicken and murtabak.(SIAO!) Amin ate Nasi Goreng with ikan bilis and murtabak.
The others ate lesser than me.(HAHA)
After lunch, we went to dom's house and played winning eleven on his ps3.
I lost again.. okay.. im feeling calm... not gonna stress up over this again..
Khalis, hazreil and ismail came during the interval.
anyway, we went swimming when the dark clouds are just above us.
everyone were like worrying that they might get struck by lightning except for linus.
his like over excited or he doesnt care about his life at all. lol
after swimming for about an hour plus, we went sauna again.
Waoh, it feels great man. my whole body was burning.
After that, went to bathe and rest for awhile before we left.
It feels great man. Amin did not swim with us.. cos he's going out with his mum.
Ah, what a day.
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
weak but not sad.
firm but not sturdy.
happy but not expressive.
are we both pretending?
can i embrace you?
can i break down in your prescence? in your sweet sweet prescence?
were you disappointed in me?
everything is just wrong.
everywhere, this and that.
comfort and peace, where is it?
answers that i need, im still searching.
All i need is you. Definitely.
In your ever beautiful smile,
it made me so lost with words, but just to smile back.
I know you've tried hard.
Time and time again i failed.
Your frustrations pilling up.
Strangling you everytime.
Sorry if its been hard on you.
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
Hoping to see you with a smile.
Hoping that you had a happy day.
Hoping that everything won't feel too awkward.
Asking,
Did we take the time to be,
all the things we said we'd be.
Burying the hope in sand,
and my future's in my hand.
Looking forward to everyday with a smile.I bring the lingering hope in me that,we would be what we wanted to be someday, together.Everything that means nothing.That nothing turns to ashes and disappears,and everything just break down into pieces.
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Triple birthday bash!!! on 19 may
lols, i look wierd in this photo.
okay whatever.
HAHA, yz where you looking?!
okay now i'll start.
we shop till we broke, got to beg for money, and now the day has finally came.
its the first time we go out in one big group, okay, i think its the first time i go out in such a big group to celebrate someone's birthday.
We went to tampines mall, Seoul Garden, to have our dinner and birthday hang out area?(LOL)
anyway, lets name all of them, from the left theres, linus, yan zhang, dominic, me, (the guy below me) yuda, (the girl beside me)shi ting, xue qing, siew ting, xiu mei, nurul, mirabell, xinyi,
han ying and florence
oh wait, the birthday kids(just kidding) are, mirabell, xiu mei, xinyi.
we reached there arnd 3-4? and paid for the dinner expenses.
we eat and eat till our stomach is too full to fit anymore.
okay i did NOT lose the challenge, domi.
we drawn okay!(lol)(makan, makan)
after that, we brought our cake to the fishing pond in pasir ris. The breeze is so damn nice.
Its like WOAH, nice breeze.
anyway, we ate our cake there after about a 20 minute bus ride from tampines inter.
everyone were so happy, no one was disppointed.
A great day indeed, we should have more of this days.
Yz, cheer up man. That frey, psk.
would there be a next time?
another chance?
sorry if its too short.
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Friday, May 16, 2008
Oh Dang.
forgot to take photo! LOL.
Anyway, had loads of fun although we are down with one person.
Had fun swimming and exercising.
Hazreil, you got to be confident to overcome everything.
HAHA. and today, there was a girl, and linus thought that she was pretty.
Anyway now that he found out that she's just a little girl(lol), he regretted his move to impress her(haha sorry linus).
We thought too that she was pretty(doesnt include me) because we couldnt see clearly(really?).
After that was very awkward. Okay, i did say that i wanted the rice, but i cancelled it already!
Anyway, sorry haz and amin, the rice.. you couldnt eat. Maybe they felt offended?
Yeah, whatever.
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Thursday, May 15, 2008
A love that could fall down like rain.
The heartache of someones regrets.
The pain of never fufilling it.
All day, staring at the ceiling,making friends with shadows on my wall.All night hearing voices telling me,that I should get some sleep,because tomorrow might be good for something.
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Saturday, May 10, 2008
FUN ON MAY 09 2008
(left to right)Linus, Khalis, Hazreil, Amin, Me and Dominic(:
the LAST day of everyones paper!
Me, Domi, Yapi(not their names) Khalis, Hazreil and Amin(their names)
went swimming!
but, we went to RK 1st to have our lunch, nice prata, Uncle, 1 more!
At first, i thought that there wont be many people going swimming,
as khalis was like tired and Ismail got prayers that's why he didnt join us.
BUT, in the end Khalis went because of Winning Eleven, which Domi has in his PS3.
Basically, we planned to go swimming but because of the game,
we played for about 1-2hrs? Everyone had loads of fun together.
After all that gaming, we finally went SWIMMING!
everyone were so excited(i think im the only one excited)
anyway there were like 3 person who doesnt know swimming,
so its up to me, domi and yapi to teach them.
Its not so difficult,
if you try your very best.
they learn so unexpectedly fast!
especially Khalis. Amin is good but he gotto like be more calm in water and Hazreil
was like learning slowly at his own pace.
Around the mid way of our fun,
Domi did his diving speciality(lol)
and pulled his muscle.
Needed me to save him, lucky i remember how to, if not he would be drowning(lol).
Anway, Domi did a good job in teaching Khalis.
After that we went to the Jaccuzi and had some fun in making a whirlpool!
haha, its really damn fun!
Me and Amin went to take some money to buy can drinks for them and on the way,
Amin was telling how amazing it was that he learned how to swim already,
because, in the past people(his family members?) kept saying why he cant swim while his sis can, and now that he can swim, he would really like to show them and prove them wrong, Yea go do it!
After all that fun, we went to the sauna.
Its my first time, so im not like used to it.
Starting was like okay...
then after a few minutes, the whole room was like burning in flames.
okayokay, i was the 2nd to run out, so what?
I went back in came back stronger(lol)
stayed in it till the end.
Don't know what sauna can do to my body though, only know that it can make me sweat ALOT!
After 15 minutes inside the burning furnance, we got out and went swimming afew laps, it was to cool down also.
After everyone swam their last laps, we got out and went back to Domi's house and bathe.
After that, went playing PS3 for awhile then its time to say our goodbyes.
Great Day.
planning to go swimming every friday.
Lets be FIT! YARH!
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Thursday, May 8, 2008
was it too late?
All i wanted was just to tell you i like you alot.
Breaks my heart to hear those words.
Didnt want it this way too.
Was too weak to say or do anything.
Although it hurts me alot.
I won't give in.
Becoming stronger, thats what i aim to become.
Loved everything that we had been done since.
in God, i put my faith in.
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Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Everything changes.
You might call it
distorted
reality
and as much as i once
might have disagreed,
now the silence
closes in,
like in those
scary movies where
a crypt forms around you,
walls you in,
brick by invisible
brick, regret the mortar
sealing the chinks,
until
there's only a tiny hole
left, one pin hole
between you and
suffocation.
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Sunday, May 4, 2008
"You reach for me.
Rains down on me,
showers me with ecstasy."
"My tears fall upon the pillow,
fall upon your skin. It drinks them in."
"Don't cry,you know i love you,will never hurt you.""Hurt pounds against me,
a hammer of pain beating my heart."
"I crawl into your arms,
lay my head against your shoulder,
like a fearful child."
"I know you have to go.But I don't know how to let you.So just go."Chains against
the icy pavements.
Chains against
the snow. it's
snowing, i think.
Snowing in my
brain. I close my
eyes, give myself
up to the blizzard.
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Saturday, May 3, 2008
It's Gray
I rise up and out of the depths into flat pale light.
Wondering where i was.
Is it morning or night?Why are my legs sticky?
Sticky Red?Did i hurt myself in sleep?
On purpose?What is wrong with me?
My brain is mud.There goes the Tilt-A-Wilt again.
I'm spinning out of control again.
Stepping over the edge again.
Is it worth a thousand words?
you studied me with those deep black mysterious eyes.
you stood there like a mannequin,
making me feel uneasy.
Were you trying to tell me something?
but i just can't get it from the look of your eyes.
Tell me,
was i worth a thousand words?
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