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Hello people! my name is chongxin, just call me cx. I love music alot, and i play the bass in my band. I hate studying complicated stuffs,
but im in aeronautical and aerospace tech course in NYP. I love my friends and everyone as they make my world go round.
Im also A christian, and i seriously hope that i can be a good testimonial for others.
Also tell me you love me and i'll love you back many times more, till my deathbed.(lol)
I love to sleep too, but i dont get much nowadays.
My dream is perform in a pub and do small studio gigs.
So,
Hope you enjoy your stay here anyway.
THE NEW YEAR'S COMING!! Oh man, school's starting soon. A start of something new again. and to overcome new obstacles again. Sian. I can't imagine how's the new year gonna be like for me. Maybe a boring one, or a happy lively one. I'll put everything in God's hand.
Everyone has changed. I'll grow stronger in the new year. Physically and spiritually.
over and over again. how did this ever end up like this? you're so close to me yet you're a distant away. I can't bring you back. I'm left in the wake of my mistake, slow to react.
I get nervous, perverse when I see her it's worse.
This post was meant to be on my birthday. Was busy the past few days going out so didnt have the time to use comp. Okay want a better reason? im tired. okay. anyway i did had a fun birthday outing, and thank you Yan Zhang, Yuda, Jenny and Kenny for the, erm, gift:D We watched Alvin and the chipmunks. THEY'RE SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. THEY'RE SONGS ARE NICEEE!!!!!!! im definitely getting the album. Oh, and after that i went for prayer meet, and everything after the prayer meet was just wonderful:D cant tell though. Alright some of you may know it already, so just keep your mouth shut. Oh man. Im tired. Gonna be very busy this week. Do i have to spend my money again? Hmph.
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Thursday, December 20, 2007
It's time that i should forget about you. You were once my precious, i gave you my heart, you've took it and ran away. All i was left is an empty hole with nothing in it. I've been up all night long counting days that all went wrong. I opened my bedroom window. I wish this pain was gone. There are no useful drugs to escape from feeling numb. I can't take anymore of this pain and I just have to forget about it.
I won't dwell on this. I won't miss you. It's too painful to feel that way. You've let me down.
this song fits my mood. Or rather say changes my mood today.
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OOOOO. you saw the lights? YES, its christmas lightings at my grandma house. Im not going there though. OOOOOOOHHHHHHH. im feeling better today. Thanks for everything.
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Argh. i didnt want to go out today with my cousins actually. But well, im out. We went to pick up my aunt's siter dog for grooming at Vivo City. I cant imagine a dog in a shopping mall though. Anyway the pic up there was taken by my sis so its not so like fully taken. Its the entrance anyway.LOL Dosen't it look unique? like not all the pet shops having this sort of entrance. alright, we left the dog there and it was shivering cos maybe its cold and she hate it there?? And we went for lunch. After that we went shopping for clothes for my upcoming relatives marriage. Gosh, the clothes there can burn a big big hole in my pocket. Luckily it was my aunt who paid for my shirt. Thank you! Oh and after that we went to a bookshop to just slack arnd? that's what i did anyway. And after that we went home. im damn tired lah. Oh man.
I lace my chucks, I walk the aisle I take my pills, the baby cry And all I hear is what's playing through the radio
Hours pass and you still count the minutes That I am not there, I didn't mean to do it For it all to feel like this like every inch of me is bruised
I thought i could be someone
Nothing to take with me, not even the memories. Just the thought of what was gone, and the crushed hope is what never was.
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It is a good day today. I went to school expecting more of my friends to be there. there were tears and laughters. Although i did not expect anything good to happen to me, but im grateful for what i've done and for everything that i've not done that brought me to where i am now. Praise you Lord, for you are the Almighty and Loving God. Everything that i've experience and everything that i've been through, if it's not for you, i wouldn't be here.
I'll never give up on anything. I'll do my best in everything. For you have changed my life. And without you, im nothing.
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Monday, December 17, 2007
Till a month ago, i didn't really know who is this girl except that she's from class 4A of our church. We went to this sec 4s 4 days and 3 nights chalet which i really didn't want to go at first and i didn't expect that i would even talk to her. I was thinking of just going there and pretend to mix around with the other sec 4s and try to live through the camp. And im glad that im able to find someone to keep me company through the chalet. She is someone who enjoys the silence at night and looking at the stars like me. Although during those 4days and 3 nights, i didn't really talk much but she does so its like im knowing her more that she knows me and i just found out that im a very good listener and can only express myself in words. So through her heart spilling talks, i found out that behind her every smile and laughter of hers there's some sadness and unhappiness in it. She's one nice, sweet, cute and hyper girl although she keeps telling me that she's an evil person. And she's one great person to be with. All in all im very happy to have her as my friend and all the happy times that we had been through together were great. Im missing the sec 4s chalet now.
Im also glad that im able to make new friendship and strengthening existing ones with the rest of the sec 4s during and after the chalet. Im glad that i went for prayer meet. Im glad i went for fellowship. And hope that i will still be able to attend more of this interacting, fun and also learn His words together in the future.
Thanks alot for being a friend to me! And hope that we'll still be friends through the uncertain future. Many thanks!
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today was a great day. everything was great. The christmas celebration was great. Went for fellowship and it was great too. Finally can have a good rest. YAY. can play guitar without anymore stresssssssssss.^^
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Friday, December 14, 2007
All of the wasted time. The hours that were left behind. The answers that we'll never find. They don't mean a thing. Give me reason but don't give me choice. Cause i'll just make the same mistake again.
I'm feeling like a newborn child. Every time I get a chance to see you smile.
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Thursday, December 13, 2007
Things have been getting kind of heavy these days. Trying to figure out what road to take. There's many decisions to be made. But i wake up with faith that everything will be alright.
2 weeks and 3 days left of holidays. Gotto make full use of this period. For? For Friendship and love.
It's great to have you. It's great to be with you. The future is uncertain between us. So, I want you to know. With everything, I won't let this go. These words are my heart and soul. And I'll hold on to this moment you know. As I bleed my heart out to show. And I won't let go.
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Saturday, December 1, 2007
im SoSoSoSo bored. ive got nothing to do and im stoning in front of the comp. i don't know why am i writing this post for.
