In the midst of everyone

@.@

2010-09-26T21:19:00.002+08:00

okay, i dont know what to do with this blog now.
Been ignoring it for so long, ah hack, think i'll just temporarily "move" to tumblr.
Easier.

Stories of whatever.

2010-07-19T16:27:00.000+08:00

so im bored and stuck at home because im sick,
finally got time to upDate.
Actually, there is nothing much put down in my record book, just the gig that was held in NYP last friday!
Its was awesome! So damn awesome that i think its my best gig ever!
I seriously love the crowd(they were all my friends anyway, LOL)
I thank them all for coming down manx, to those who cant make it or whatever reason, too bad!
JUST JOKING! go look up on facebook, maybe some of my friends took videos and tagged me, yeapyeap.
Damn this flu, making me tired.
Oh and its the first time that ive watched 5 movies in less than a week, could guess how broke i was >.<

So im stucked at home, with my discovery channel and my music, my pillow and g-tar.
Sian! i want go out kick some balls, where is the sun!
All i see are clouds for the past few days.

Finals are coming up! Gotta study already, ive got a feelling that i will do better than my previous 2 semesters.
No effort will go to waste!

Fluflu go away, come again another.. wait, don't ever come back.
IM gonna go rest noww.
bbi

read this somewhere,
"You say Justin Bieber I say ACDC
You say Miley Cyrus I say Led Zepplin
You say T-Pain I say Guns N Roses
You say Kanye I say Metallica
You say Pink I say Iron Maiden
You say Hip Hop i say shut the fuck up
You say Pop I scream Rock!
You say hanah montana-i punch you in the face"
Smiley facee!(:

"Although i cant see what you're thinking,
but you taught me how to feel."

renaissance? remembrance? reminiscence? dé·jà vu?

2010-06-27T21:36:00.001+08:00

y'know what? Yesterday was somewhat a meet-your-ex-classmates/teacher day for me.
my primary school form teacher, Mrs Goh was like O.O when they saw us, saying we're all grown up, tall and all and it seems like yesterday when we left primary school.
Mrs Goh migrated to Boston, US like 2 years ago and she comes back once every year during the June period.
Seriously, everyone change damn alot, i had trouble recognising them and i even question them if they were in my primary school class p6-11!
Although not many turned up, like about half the class, wait lesser than half, about 13+1teacher which is good enough no? The rest had stuffs to do, like FYP and Exams and stuffs like that, i have to man, and it starts tomorrow!
Well if all 40 came seoul garden at taka will be so damn noisy, even the tourist that were there cant beat us XD

We talked about all kinda stuffs, some of the guys went NS already so its like BOTAK and TAN! haha, dont laugh cx, you are next!
Luckily Juliana and Jingxun were there, if not i will feel damn awkward and not talk much.

So we chat till about 4 from about 12+ wahaha, as one by one left for their commitments, it soon left with 3 guys with our ex-teacher.
After that, i left for Wheellock place as i still had time before i meet up with Alice and my another ex-secondary school teacher, Mrs Teo!
I went inside Borders look at some of the books and stuffs like CDs for any new release.
Afterwards, about 5+ went to Novena to meet up with them, Mrs Teo went to Australia and is staying there since early this year yea.
We talked about stuffs mainly like, "where you studying now?" and about alice and her knee, LOL.
Oh and not forgetting this, she published a book and that is the one of the purpose she came back to singapore, Alice have been helping to take order from us ex-students, yea. We will support her book!

Yeap its this book! cute right?
Anyway, this book is about her experience teaching in singapore and how, we THE 2A1, gave her one of the unforgetables!
The 1st chapter is dedicated to us! LOL, and its because of us this title came about, well everyone says that no? ;x
Remembering the days when i was top in her english class, sigh, now my english koyak, gg, or whatever you call it, lol.

Gonna make this post quick, need to revise one last time for tomorrow before my ENGLAND MATCH!
Germany gonna be roast meet for the Three Lions ;D but germany is good, no underestimating >.<

zokay so NYP not organising Bandzout, ne-ver-mind!
There is next year's NYP Jam during open house, work for that yo.

Time to signout,
worryworryworry(3)idiot,
peacezouttt. (i haven't caught nightmare at elm street yet)

A7X \\m//

I'm making it through, no,
we're making it through.

FEVEERR!

2010-06-17T23:35:00.001+08:00

yeah! the world cup fever is in, okay maybe im slow on this post, but woooot!
watching matches with friends till the dawn of the day is fun!
Are you guys watching too!?
Its entertaining when you see a soccer team like spain losing! Hilariously fun!

I too must not forget to study, so frking study cx!
I did study yesterday in mac while waiting for the match, so maybe im gonna do that again sometime next week!
Oh and to the Mac at nyp, im glad that you do not have quarter pounder and double mcspicy, if not, my money would have been totally gone. Its been damn long since ive ate mac outside of nyp, and when i saw the price i was like, "err does the Mac at nyp show soccer matches?" y'know its not 24 hours and the tv only show nyp stuffs, so yea...

Anyway i survived, eating those burgers, fat burgers! y'know what, the first thing i do when i reached home in the morning is to get an apple out of my fridge! the oily stuffs in my stomach, too much for me to handle. LOL.

OhOh, the flood at orchard road! you guys saw that right! it was on uhh wednesday! i On my facebook and i saw videoSSS of it! wth, my friend's starbucks workplace at liat tower is gone, bet the shop selling apparels and clothings are screwed too, Wendy's opening was not at all a happy one eh?

I watched Watchmen today! or issit watchman, ah whatever. I got it from my friend, its a lengthy movie, talktalktalk, quite interesting though, portraying how superheroes are struggling with their personal life and trying to save the world, the ending suck though. Blah.

Okay ive not went for training for 2 weeks straight already, im lazy! No lah, im just in the studying mood, studies before play=)

keke, oh ive quit my job at hanabi, the gm there suck, so i won't work for them.
Time to try out Topman! Come hire me!
Ive restring my guitar too, feena is not feena anymore,
its like someone else and i dont get the feel when playing it,
its time to season you!

im gonna take a short nap-pu
im tired! didnt sleep enough just now.
So peeps, happy doing whatever you are doing.
peezeout.

Mugen's Wild Hair, Ftw!

you are what you are, don't change for others.

heart-beat

2010-06-06T22:42:00.001+08:00

hello people!
im alive! okay, this is lame.
So, most of the polys have started holidays already and seriously, i dislike how nyp plan the common test.
Why would i want to study when im having holidays!? I want to work man, during the holidays, everyday.
Maybe now only able to work the morning shift.
Oh and my school is having educational trip to either vietnam, shanghai, S.korea and japan!
but sadly its expensive, my parents don't want to pay for me, my psea account dont have enough, and even if i have enough, i need extra pocket money too.
Siian right, i can work my way to the trip, but i think by the time the vacancies sure will be filled): toot-ing* sad.
Ah whatever, i can divert or distract my attention now, ive got to study, study and revise a little bit more and the A's will come to me;p gonna camp in school this week and for the 2 weeks of break too!
OH and2 im gonna join bandzout with my another bandmate! Amin cmi, so gotta find another drummer! ITS GOING TO BE FUN! I CANT WAIT TO GO UP STAGE AGAIN!
woooooooooooooooooooooot, WORLD CUP is nearing too! Gonna camp at someone's house to study and watch! Dom, you are my nearest, i will be at your doorstep everyday late at night ;p
yeap, so not going training this week, prepare for studies is much more important, but just got tons of anime from dom, i don't think i can resist, i can only hope that my laptop break down into pieces then can i study in peace.
zokay, tomorrow math revision, can't be late!
gotta do my stuffs quick and go to bed!
signing out!

for once, please fall slowly.

cx under the bridge

2010-05-31T01:00:00.001+08:00

how do authors write their stuffs?
are their mind filled with plays and acts?
how they made it so detailed?
why do i feel like borrowing a book whenever im in a library?
seriously, i feel authors are smart people, they know how to play with words.
people like me, have a hard time.

jpod.

sighhhh, tomorrow got math quiz again, not worries.
tuesday there's cad/cam lab test.
wednesday there's QPM quiz and cad/cam quiz.
week after next this there's aerostructure test! shitz lah,
"mock tests are important too!"

oh and there's training tomorrow!
sucks, luckily my leg has almost recovered.
im jaded, oh and our class finally had a small outing,
like at least half of the class came, kbox! funnn.

feel like skipping my lecture tomorrow,
i really want to sleep alot.
gah, i want to go jamming~!
im stucked-up bored with studying.
i need time doing my favourite stuffs.

alright, klutz time to go back to your studies,
tomorrow quiz!
peacezout peeps

one piece ftw, cry fest.

tight lipped procrastination.

君に会いたい

2010-05-23T21:46:00.001+08:00

why do people go to funerals?
why do people want to see it?
I understand if it's to pay respect,
but isn't a place where people are filled with sadness and grief?
It's hard to breathe in there, everyone so tense, dislike.

School is same as always though,
didnt do well for my aerostructure and system assignment, dammit.
Im gonna ace my math, getting paper back tmr!=D serious no joke.
Anyway, have not been going for training for the past week,
will resume this week though, maybe only for wednesday, tired ah =/
FRIDAY IS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY! enjoy2!
THURSDAY CLASS OUTING TO KBOX! finally!
This week is gonna be a breeze, think i'll start preparing for my tests on week 7,
which is the week after the coming week >.<
Ohoh, i topman hiring lots of people! faster chiong2!;p
okay for the past 2 nights i was seriously bored, idk what to do!!!
i should prepare for my common test right?
5 more weeks i think, after my 2 weeks of break T.T
okay, i go hunt for stuffs to do/watch.
peacezout(:

keep breathing,
keep holding on.

i want to sleep like child now.

Chasing pavements.

2010-05-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

Six day wander,
I saw a monochrome rainbow,
Everything lost its colour,
I tried to reach for you,
The broken pieces will become honest heart in the sand,
When the wind brings true colours back to the world,
You'll look through my eyes and disappear.

even though i know,
i don't wanna know,
yeah i guess i know,
i just hate how it sounds.

Jaded, oh my dear girl.

2010-05-17T00:18:00.001+08:00

YES! finally 2 days of work is done, gonna take a break next week cos im busy with some stuffs.
The people there are damn crazy, serious, its like the stuffs they talk about usually a normal ladies won't say,
okay maybe ive not met too many people yet so that can be said the same for linus too ;p
This week is gonna be a tiring week man, firstly there's training for frisbee, next there's birthday celebration for mirabell, dont know what she planned just have to wait and see. Weird right, she giving us a surprise not us giving her a surprise, nah there is no surprise.
Tomorrow i got a math test and im still not even halfway through revising! Dammit, dear lord please help me through this.

I =>ant to go artfest, i want to meet some of the people there, yeah!
All the artists, oh my oh my oh my, just think about it, hmm....
Okay i'll keep it short right,
linus is doing great with his guitar!
The steady progress, soon we can jam then perform together and acoustic set;p hehe.
till here then, muggggggggg-ing time.
au voir.

knowing that you're happy,
its enough for me. Smile please(:

my little cup of wine.

2010-05-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

starting work this coming saturday!
its gonna be at the Hanabi Japanese buffet restaurant at bukit timah!
know why i chose to work there!?
except for having direct bus there and the journey is not so bad,
i won't have to see familiar faces! HAHA
just joking, please come and dine in the restaurant, im the tea-man btw;p

note this, school this few days has been very boring,
classmates are not lively as when we first came to this school.
I there's only 1 lady but don't because of wanting to be with the ladies and leave your friends behind right.
What to do, planned outing everyone like reluctant to go, no ladies? ask them join us!

Also class these days can seriously make me doze-off,
especially the mechanics lecturer,
always aim my corner to answer some questions.

Tomorrow im gonna run my lungs out!
till i drop dead!
till i sleep on the bus till i miss my stop!
till i have no energy for the lecture next day!

i so dread going to school for the past few days, 2 of my noisiest and fun classmates are not in my class anymore.
They failed so gotta retain, now different timetable, class is boring without them.
Now there's one chinese *toot* who is noisy as hell and not thar funny trying to entertain;p

Ah crap, chelsea won the title, congrats lahhh.
I think Man U will decline from here onwards, where's the talent?
oh and i love my boots;p

Alright till here bah,
i need to kill my brain cells with something else.

everything in the world are extra to me,
except for you.

YOU!

2010-05-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

im gonna do this fast,
frisbee training was fun, bought the frisbee on the second day of training,
gonna buy the boots soon;p
next, school is as always, too many work to do D;
lectures are helping me pu on my sleepy eyes.
Hard to concentrate and a lecturer caught me for sleeping, but i was sick(still sick and theres frisbee training tmr!), he could just ignore me and continue as i did not interrupt his lecture, unless i was snoring loudly;x sorryyy
Oh and because of that, my name has officially became peter, of all names, peter!
My friend saved me from being blacklist by giving a random name when the teacher asked for my name,
i would have said john or johnny or some other better names.

wait did i mention, i lived through school, training and gym with flu, maybe the H3N2 flu;p

gonna start working next weekend,
so studying time = sleeping time already.
I need my strength!

stereophonics was great! everyone says so!
iron man 2 is a must watch,

but not a super must watch movie if you know what i mean.
okay my man u match starting soon!
My name has officially became peter, of all names, peter!
okay, peacezout!

im not wasting words for you.

2010-04-25T23:32:00.002+08:00

coming this friday...
its the stereophonics concert!

Can't believe that i actually found someone to go with,
as not many people like concert that is located outdoors y'know(usually ladies).

Oh and i don't know why in the blue moon i joined nyp frisbee.
Dont laugh, i got forced into signing up-.-

Math tomorrow, i can't wait for more challenging questions!
but I think this sem's timetable is at least better than last sem, its somehow more... reasonable.

Okay the whole of last week was very tiring,
the stuffs we learn, quality process management-statistics, is one hell of a module.

mechanics only got 6 chapters!(last year i had 9..) Minus chapter 1, its only 5!
can you believe it, 5 for the whole sem and the book is as thin as my laptop!

Oh did i say this in the previous post?
I dislike the useless modules they gave me, National education and Movie appreciation and sensorship.

I think stuffs like this just made my life tougher.

Anyway,

Listen up people, this im gonna say.
Im gonna making my life as packed as possible, for one purpose, to know all kinda people.

I took more than a week to finish a packet of rocky mountain marshmallows.
Refilled my stock of earl gray and camomille tea, mm.

Still can't believe i joined frisbee,
gonna work my ass off to be fit like when im still in sec school.

Oh and i went to another eye optical centre and ordered my contact lenses,
its oh so cheap, like 2 times cheaper than the one im using now, from $200--->$88.

into Blink for the past few days.

Im gonna get a pair of new specs too, its cheap too yea, slightly more than a hundred=)

And2 the weather in singapore is getting too wtf,
can i migrate to some other cooler countries like now?
blow me my fan, no dirty thoughts.
okay till here!
my body is heating up.
Adieu!

hold your head high heavy heart.

新学期はこちら

2010-04-18T22:18:00.002+08:00

How fast this holiday flew.
The BBQ was pathetic, only 3 of us stayed overnight at ecp.
Gay to the extreme!
I didnt know guys can talk so much, well you know me, i dont say much, i just listen, so minus me from the 3.
Occasionally just give my opinions, occasionally...
Anyway, since that night, i found out that i hate hypocrites alot and guys who wants to learn guitar just to impress girls and show-offs.
Seriously thats why even chinese says that we chinese don't have a strong bond, "brotherhood", friendship like malays and indians.
And that is why i usually hang out with non chinese usually foreigners though;D
They are much more fun to hangout without, are direct and although playful and "dumb", they at least treat you well.
Away from this topic.

I WANT TO GO STEREOPHONICS CONCERT TO THE MAX@!
Dammit, i dont want to miss another one.
Hoping that my cousin will be able to make it;p
Seriously love their songs. Especailly the lead's voice O.O

and dammit, i dont have my french 2 this sem! I want to continue!
Hopefully next sem... but most probably will be taking a module away from singapore, somewhere in near shanghai, china... -.- O.O :D >:O
Oh Linus finally learning guitar! woot, next time able to play together in a small group, cant wuuuuaaaiiit.
but he gonna learning from the gay club(guitar club), the one i was in for a few weeks before zhao-ing from them,
seriously too gay, hopefully he can stay and grow to be better than me!
Oh and this sem, i've got so many hands-on modules! omomomom, i cant wait, this i gonna be fun-.- so i guess more projects, wooooot, this is gonna be fun!!!!! T.T
Sometimes, me thinking whether i should just quit school and go pursue music, lol, like blink, although i think they made it through college, but still...
If i do that, i think my parents will kill me, chop me up and cook me uh.
Dammitt..
Alright i think post till here, bzzzt bye guys!
さようなら!

keke chelsea lost!

LIYAW!

2010-04-15T23:16:00.001+08:00

hola people!
these are some vids of Joe Penna aka

this guy has got plenty of time!
but well he is talented, music wise.

that is damn cool! O.O

I wonder how much time he has, doing these stuffs.
I wonder how much he earns too! personal curiousity;D

zokay, i bought my school tbooks today!
and2 i looked through it on the bus, at the clinic and i found out, its so damn hard!
Serious, i took 1 hour and looked through my 2 books and its a killer.
1 hour!
Normally i dont even look through till my lecturers teach!
I wanted to at least understand some stuffs, well i did, for statistics only, the other one(mechanics), cmi...
and why do strangers call me liyaw when after looking at my full name that liyaw is my surname?!
seriously dumd you know, but well when people calls me liyaw, it makes me one to laugh! HAHA.
"sounds funny wud"

AHHHH well tomorrow bbq day! hopefully don't rain and well fun, i want funfunfun!
Schools starting! brace yourself yr ones!

so see ya people, gotta wake up to a bright and sunny morning tomorrow!
au voir cochons=D!

connerie!

2010-04-12T00:31:00.005+08:00

School's starting next week.
No one day off, as expected.
Jamming wasn't so fun without my bandmates.
Sleeping more is making me lazier.
Getting new notebook.
Being a nurse is not easy, cousin, all the way!
Dad was discharged on saturday.
I want to go Japan.
My table is damn messy.
Cutting my hair tomorrow.
I want to go stereophonics concert.
Ate too much just now, bloated as a pig.
My eyes are on the verge of closing.
Man u drawed, this is stupid.
I want to perform upstage again.
What new songs are there?
I made another person fall in love with AVA's music.
Finally talked to my dad using sentences.
Damn i feel so full.
I want to make more friends.
What should i do tomorrow?
Adults are worry idiots.
Any new songs?
I need to get new glasses and contact lenses.
Singapore is too damn hot.
What should i spend me money on?
You rich people out there... lets party!
Be more sensitive pur-lease.
lets go drink something, im thirsty=P
oh yes, please rain! My gosh, he is damn good looking!*.*
tamaki hiroshi!

time to update!

2010-03-27T01:34:00.004+08:00

hehe, okay, darn this.
Dad is going under the knife on april 1st, yeah hopefully the medical humanoid knows what stage issit and all this will just end=D
moving onnnnnnnnnnnn, okay i don't know what to post after so long.
oh and that blasted sarah, what bloody big mouth you have, shane you better keep her down!!x@#%#*&

ah tell you guys what,
tell you guys what i miss mostttttt.
i miss looking at the dark never-ending black skies with shiny dots everywhere.
Since after i moved into this square concrete buildings surrounded by flats.
And its raining almost everyday now, wish i have a car T.T during this kinda weather.

And i miss my friends, everyone, all of them, the noise makers, the punks, the idiots, the nerds, the muscle-brands, the specs and many others. wth, maybe we all should taunt one night and go all over singapore, won't be quiet eh?

I miss jamming too and gigs! Dammit that taufik went to join OGL camp, now ruin everything, that amin too.
Maybe i should start another one, with ayl and adit, and it would be the AAC band=D(first letters of our names btw)
maybe get a jap singer(their vocals are nioce******) and an american second-vocals/guitarist and then a french guitarist and me the bassit and finally an african drummer, cool man. LOL.
i miss composing songs together, the songs i compose are crappp,
*quote# "Dan: your songs are full of crap mushy can say. You suit those errr.. slow rock bands, but still, with these??? nah."
So i think im better off in a group, maybe slowly from there, you know?
i personally thinks, i dont have to make it big, if people love my songs, thats enough=D hope that day comes, playing and performing in pubs, people singing along, WOOOHOOOO, cant wait.
*NOTE THIS*, i will continue as a musician even after leaving education, even after finding a job,
even after getting married, even after having children(thats if im married, lol),
even after im passed 50 years old, note this people.(woo serious eh)

AH of course, I miss my delicious red wine too, note(not to drink too much, no want cancer!)
i should have thrown away that jack daniels whisky, smells and taste like 12yrs stored of vormit, who want it btw? i give it to you.

oooh and finally, i miss someone caring for me, well that does not
include my grandmother okay! she is over caring, sometimes drives me mad, but thats fine,
but still no including her:x
nah no seriously, seriously enough.
Brotherly love feels gay, lol, i "pat" my bro once in awhile
and kick him aside most of the time,
but he is still chubby like a baby, wth.
okay truthfully im not so bad, i just think he needs more freedom,
to express himself so when he grows up
he can meet all sorts of people and not be
tied down by my parents like ME, dammit.
Well that was the past.
Ah fine, i'll leave caring to God's hands.

SEE, no mushy stuffs, sarah is an idiot.

till here then,
prochaine fois!

vids to make up for disappearing too long...

Surprise, indeed.

2010-03-13T00:43:00.000+08:00

okay, maybe ive lost all sense to feel sad.
i just feel... i don't know, empty?
After my mum told me that my dad was diagnosed with cancer,
and that i should behave myself.
You know, its a good way, calling me out to take the tou hua to eat and breaking the news to me.
After that i seriously don't know what to do, was watching my movie half way you know.
Tried to watch anime to forget about it, but it just didnt work..
Then i find myself looking through wikipedia for methods of curing, and then..
Seriously, i dont know how to feel now, i dont know what i should do, my mind keeps flashing me and my mum crying if i went to talk to her, i don't want that.
This kinda sucks, just now while walking to my grandma house, was thinking if something big will change my life,
then this thought of someone dying came to my mind, and i just brushed it aside.
Seriously, ive been thinking why issit my dad, why not me?
I dont know why i thought this way alright.

Dammit, being unable to help is just like being useless, Lord God, what should i do?
i'll just have faith in you lord, hold my heart tight,
don't let it drop to the never ending depths of sadness, kay?

Seriously, i don't think i can sleep tonight,
my brain will think think and think, as if i have the cure.
Well, just calling out to everyone, up to you though, to pray for my dad.
I know its typical when someone's friend, parents or relatives was diagnosed with something,
and they always ask to pray, but yea here i am in this position,
so just a thanks in advance for everything if you have done any.
till here then, no mood to further post>.<
haha, see you, guys!
au voir*

you, you're all that i want,
you're all that i need,
you are my everything.

mix feellings, messed up.

2010-03-09T01:05:00.001+08:00

I've just finished this book, well nicholas sparks always know how to tug at reader's heartstrings.
It made my tears flow down at times like someone is pressing the "ON" "OFF" button at my heart.
Seriously, this book is a book you would want to read, although i had problems continuing reading the last few chapters.
Such a bittersweet story, is one that you won't forget soon enough, note* if you want the book, i can lend it to you(:*
At times i wish i was this boy in the book, but at times i don't, its kind of complicated.
Testing on our faith like that, Lord you are incredible.

Okay you people may not know this, but with casual friends, i try not to show my soft self, like if you are bringing me to a sad depressing movie or a "love ending" kinda movie, i would usually go with my close friends, i don't want others to see tears of sadness or happiness in my eyes(wtf)=X
And2, i tend to watch or read books as if im part of the movie, like a passerby or something.
I usually try to understand why they do this, how are their feellings, or stuff like that. Yeah.
I like these kinda movies or books, but can be hard flipping to the next page.

okay today i went to watch this, Dear John, another by Nicholas Sparks.
Its a nice movie, and i watched it with my mates not closest, but yeah.
Well, i watched with them because they are noisy everywhere, even in theatres, so won't give in to my heart sentiments so easily, although this deprived me of watching the movie properly.
Well except for the ending, this movie is kinda nice to watch, so if any bad reviews, i guess its bout the ending.

Okay enough with heartstrings and tragic, love stuffs.

This! have any of you guys watched this?
Its hilariously funny, super funny to the core and its season 3 now.
Ive just watched finished it, yeah maybe slow, but whats the rush?
Well, for all you may know, Smart is the new sexy, well, i try to be smart sometimes, but im not sexyXP

Moving on.
Yeah well, ive yet to watch Alice In Wonderland, maybe i should watch it with alice, lol.
All my friends have CCA in schools and commitments..
WTH, and i need a job, but first, settle all the stuffs i wanna do first!
So will someone just watch with me? Maybe i'll get my sec school friends, their kind of a distance away.

Oh guess what, tomorrow, or rather today, is my little brothers birthday!
Hope he likes the gift i got for him though, im gonna write a card to him, little kids way=D!

Oh and my dad, he has some kind of illness, will be praying for him, together with my sis and relatives at 10am. Although we are seperated, God will still hear our prayers(:
In Him we trust.
Well lets see what ive learnt today, alot of things though, hmm,
hopefully, i'll change for a better person,
hopefully. Action speaks louder than words,
remember that you idiot(me).
Alright till here.

I always say i pray for you,
but do you know what is in my prayer for you?

a walk to remember?

2010-03-06T23:29:00.001+08:00

i need to change my oldddddddddddd laptop!
can literally just throw my laptop into the dumpster now(LOL)
It crashed yesterday like twice, memory dumping..
So getting a job now is critical, i went to nike and yamaha already,
hopefully i get either job and make it long term ._.
so i can get stuffs i want, like a electric guitar from gibson!

SWEET AINT IT?

okay now, for the record, ive finished animes after animes,
movies after movies, serials after serials.
My brain is gonna explode if i dont stop now >.<
I dont know if its just me, but i gotta take breaks from anime,
enough of fantasies that dont come through and cute high pitch voices of girls,
and boys that out of no where became a hero. lol.
So kinda usually change the genres here and there.
oh new season of Lost is out, final season i guess, abit slow, but still alright =D
Still looking for new dramas to watch though, OHH new season of The Big Bang Theory!
ive yet to watch it!
Dont know how the hell i found time to watch when im always out o.o

Seriously, im thinking of studying if i cant get a job,
for your info i dont want a waiter job, it sucks!
Either i study or take up classes, maybe some music classes,
or some Aeronautical studies(OMFG you serious?)

okay from now on im gonna put at least a pic in my post,
to make it less plain(:

So how are you people holding out for the holidays?

Got some job recommendation?(:

the neon lights and headlight from the cars
started a symphony,
and with the wind behind my back...
im chilling here, gimme a jacket you idiot!

the day my life came back to me.

2010-03-03T02:20:00.000+08:00

YES! exams are finally over! haha.
and since monday after my paper, ive watched 5 movies!
what a way to celebrate my temporary freedom..

Ah well some complications came up too, and kinda irritated me.
So "they" picked tomorrow or rather today, its wednesday now right?
anyway, they picked today to sort out all the complications and confusion.
Well i didnt want to go, cause it might just ruin my day, but well, just go lah, sian.

Anyway, tomorrow im going to indonesian house! wooot, cant wait to bring down the house.(haha)
hopefully more will turn up after tomorrow's "talk"(:
oh and i seriously want to play some songs up on a stage again.
TAUFIK! organise a gig leh, im losing my touch:x LOL
and i will invite everyone, even if ive to pay for everyone's ticket! wooooot, just jokinggg.

Dammit i seriously want to work now, im already bored and its only been 1 day after my holidays started.
Better do something this holiday, be frking productive man, CX!
im gonna try my luck at yamaha and nike:D
okay, time to sleep, tomorrow big day(:
wish me luck!(for what?..)

i want people to sing my music, like i sing yours.
i want people to play my music, like i play yours.
i want to love you, like i love... who?

one epic holiday

2010-02-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

touch down! 1 down!
2 more downs to go!
YES maths is down, so ive got 2 more papers.
Next up is the hardcore, brain juice sucking paper and i got only 2 days to study!
Anyway, i was kinda disappointed at myself at not being able to answer questions that i should have known how to do. Shit. Its over already stop pondering!

OHOH, know what? Today i don't know whether is a bad mood day for me or what but a fight almost broke out, hoho.
Well, its not me who started it, its some brainless, dumb, douchebag guy started it.
I was just protecting my friend if, cos i know of his temper and if it really started, wait it started while we were walking towards the interchange, LOL. Kinda dumb right.
Ah whatever, i wanted to stop it, in fact i did, by i dont know? asking that guy to stop while controlling my anger. I said, "if you want to start, start it somewhere else, not here, while im trying to go home peacefully." i dont know whether it helped to solve anything but it did stop.

wtf.

sooooooooo, oh i love the voice of the lead singer from All Time Low in the song Painting Flowers.
I soooo love it, if only ive got that voice(maybe i have:P)
And tomorrow, will be studying at starbucks, liat tower, overnight!
chiong my EPC!@ all the circuits and formulas will be in my squeezy brain that night, cant wait! FREE DRINKS TOO MAN! THANKS TO NIZAM! (in advance)

alright, time to go back to my studies, awwwaaaaaay from my laptop(:
peacezout!

i think my brain is cracking too much
while missing (i don't know)you.

know this.

2010-02-18T23:33:00.000+08:00

Yarhhh, ace my math exams!

i cant wait for the frking holidays!

While studying in school just now, i realised that i had been wasting most of my time doing useless stuffs, instead of studying. Well not all are useless, some are hilariously funny, others are entertaining my eyes O.O

okayyy, anyway tomorrow gonna go Shaw house Lido to study=D

Well, im not going early to book the place, my friends are, but! i dont wanna be lazy so i'll try to be there maybe about 2 hours after they reached? LOL.

Crap lah, my eyes are damn tired from looking at all the numbers and weird symbols, but! i will still push on!

about 1week and few more days left till my temporary freedom!

Oh and after going to back to school for revision, i realise that my life is not complete with my friends.

LOL, i find them a nuisance so i wanted some peace for a-while, but! after today, think i cant stay away from them at all =X

oh and is falling head over heels for someone now good?

well its not about good or not good, i just want to know if i should, gah don't know how to say it though.

oh ive not counted my angbao money yet, not gonna be alot but i dont mind.

Gonna service my bass and buy new stuffs for my guitar and save up the rest, its gonna be a long holiday if im not working,

SOOO PLEASE I WANT TO WORK, gonna go yamaha for A interview, hopefully can get though):

alright till here, not gonna study tonight, used too much brain juice just now,

for once im satisfied, truly, with what work ive done *.*

peacezout!

i'm heels over head, falling head over heels in love with you.

FML

2010-02-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

its the 3rd day of CNY. Angbaos doesn't matter anymore.
Crashed at my aunt's house today.
watched 7hours of 4 straight movies, damn tiring to my eyes man.
Now trying to focus my pea brain to do some math, yes math again X(

Can someone help me do something? like keep my laptop with you for just a little more than 1 week?
I need it to be taken away from me, like seriously.
Okay i dont know why am i posting, its not like i wanted to update on my "life".
oh well, i think i'll just make it short. CNY with exams just around the corner sucks alot!
Like frking suck alot, i dont want to because of this fail any of my modules.
Dammmmmmmit.

Ah to hell with the module coordinators.
think i'll never become a good christian if i continue this way.
I want to change my life, like a big impact suddenly knock onto my heart,
waking me up form my slumber.
I've had many other encounters with God but i need a big one.
Who knows what may happen to cause my change to a better man/person:x
Alright think till here.
LATER THERES CHAMPIONS LEAGUE MATCH BETWEEN MAN U AND AC.
wooot, something to be happy about:))
time to study somewhere else,
last time i did that and failed, fell aslp while studying.
peacezout guys!

its been only a few days,
my cloudy mind can't think of anything.
Maybe its because my heart is missing you terribly.

You happy? I abit happy. wtf-.-

2010-02-14T23:23:00.006+08:00

Gahahaha, collected quite a number of ang baos today!
and i kinda basterd 2 foreign workers today when i was at my grandma house to bai nian.
They were asking where is the wet market, maybe they dont know but, the wet market at my grandma's house area wont be open on CNY!
So, i just point to my right and said just walk straight you will reach the last block and there is the wet market, with a smile:D
what an ass.
Well anyway, this CNY was kinda boring, or should i say quiet?
Also I kinda feel the pressure when collecting angbaos, like abit, how to say, paiseh right?
And i got few more days to go.
Few days ago, i was sooo excited about CNY, look at me now>.>
Oh and i think my cny clothes are like too slacky looking, haha, like a shirt, folded jeans and a shoe thats all.
I tried to make myself look presentable though=C
Hoped everyone had a great day though cos i didnt quite had a hell of a day, disappointed.
Almost got to watch Percy Jackson and the lightning thief though,
but the timing clash with our plans so yea..):

Its also Valentine's day, so...

Yes it out! Go get it! THE FREE COPY!

yea, and to those who are out dating, or still at their relatives house, happy valentine's day.

Enjoy your mushiness, hugs and kisses and all.

Dont worry about me, im alright here! (: (i personally hate vday)

alright, think till here uh, i'll just go back to my formulas and numbers, hurhur.

AS IF I WILL STUDY TODAY!

Soooo, post again!

peacezout!

take it. Its stamped, delivered to you.

I'm yours.

Have a great time!

I wanna see your face again;

Get it!?

2010-02-13T15:47:00.000+08:00

hehehe, okay i just got the soundtracks from Alice in the wonderland album, Almost Alice.
Its awesome, got some of my fav artist in it, well don't think avril is counted as one of my fav though.

its kinda more worth it than the Valentine's day soundtracks, guess i really hate vday huh.

Anyway! today gonna be a busy day,
i just worked like a maid, down on my 4 limbs, cleaning and mopping every inch of my room.
Now im so tired that later when my relatives arrive, will i be sleeping?

OH and im studying now btw, haha.
Seriously! studying on a cny's eve.
MATHMATHMATH!
I almost got the concept of solving one of the hardest questions when something distracted me,
and then i started doing this and that and now blogging.
Shit, now i forgot how to continue the question.

Alright till here, i'll die if i don't solve it now.
peacezout.

i'll paint you flowers with my song.

2010-02-13T15:18:00.002+08:00

Another song, another helping hand given by the artists,
where's ours?
www.world25.org

You know what?

2010-02-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

you know what ive telling myself?
It is to never let my heart get ahead of my head.
Which is to say, not to fall deeply madly in love again, cos i tend to.
but i dont think i can, maybe im born this way or what, kinda suck eh?

Anyway, today i woke up late, reached school almost an hour late for my test,
luckily there's still time for me to copy:x badbad boy.

Oh and me and adit finally finished with our dreadful project! woot!
nice one right, i didnt do much though, expected!
Well, next time its time for me to do him a favour!

And2, i cant seem to concentrate at home, too many distractions, seriously.
and i think looking at the laptop too much makes me have laptop eyes or small eyes:x
crap.

ooh, theres alot of new songs coming up!
Think my laptop is the distraction, gotta throw it somewhere soon if im to do well for my exams!
alright, till here.
peacezout.

say what you wanna say, that's it?

"time to check on my temper"

2010-02-10T00:19:00.000+08:00

okay, tell you guys something, i seriously need to check on my temper.

Either its me who gets irritated easily or my classmates are dumb.

Seriously, i dont like to repeat things, everytime i repeat, i get louder than the last time

(thats what my friends says)

Well, i think its best that theres this study break.

To forget about all the nonsense for A-while and then go back and face it again when i return to school for my exams.

Math seriously can take a toll on me, either the most i do only 5 questions and thats it, or i dont do at all.

So i rather do as many as i can before my brain gives up.

Wait! like what my friend says, "you only want to give up when you think that you want to give up!"

remembering his voice shouting in my ear, think i should just continue doing my math.

Tiredtiredtired, gonna cut my hair tomorrow.

Hop Adit can cope with our C++ project alone cos im not going to school. LAZY, well my school is boring.

Boring people, wait! "you only think that the school and the people are boring when you think they are!"

imagine my friend say that:x

okay, time to try doing my math again,

im already tired, wait!

im not tired, lets do math!

ciaoz!

holy mad cow shyt.

2010-02-08T21:23:00.002+08:00

Listen to this song, and see the people of haiti.
Almost made my cry, serious*.

i may be a month late, but who cares!
Blink 182 is recording already! woot, i can't wait! Well, WE CAN'T WAIT! It will be the best work of their lives man.(well i hope so)

Red hot spicy lobster

2010-02-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

YARHHH.
yesterday was damn hot.
I totally became a red overcooked lobster and my skin is not as painful as yesterday anymore.
The airshow was great though, saw many all the planes on show, the American ones too.
Saw the korean fighter planes too, and of course, Garuda airlines! haha.
Oh and i got the signatures of all the pilots that were flying the planes during an air show.
And also i got to know more about the aerospace stuffs in RSAF,
i'll most probably join them as a technician though, hopefully i get in.
Oh crap, chelsea scored their second goal already.
Drogba is like a unstoppable machine man. Shit. ):

Argh anyway, i havent got my cny clothes.
There were damn many people on at ion, and i hate queueing so yea, tomorrow after JAMMING i'll go buy my clothes, shoes and many other stuffs:P

Oh im so tired, but i must study man, seriously why give holidays at all? Like i will do better.

The guys that went for the airshow. From left to right, aylwin, china, b.o.d, predator and finally me.

SWEET! waited under the hot sun for 2hours to get a short 30seconds in the cockpit!

great fun day, cant wait for tomorrow, time to learn my songs
Au Voir!

CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK.

2010-02-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

YES, i cant wait for next week cos its my study break!
Oh i hate tomorrow as its my computer prog common test.
Im not going to fail, i will "ace" it!

Anyway, ooh yeah, im going jamming with my mates!
w00t, good to know that my class have got some people who playing instruments,
somemore its kinda 'just' nice.
1guitarist, 1 bassist(lucky me), 1 drummer(:
andand ive started to learn drum beats,
able to flex my muscle,
but its hard though):

Cool2, so now we three are able to join competitions or small gigs if there is,
its only a matter of time>< cant wwwwaa-it.
Well for my band, i think it died, my drummer kinda "on off", so its only left with me and my g,
so i don't know where we will go from here,
kinda prefer close relationships, yeap.

and of course, im going to the Singapore Airshow this saturday.
BUT the thing is! i got to wake up at 7am and meet my friends 9am in the morning at city hall! Shit,
but since its a "2year once" thing, i'll just treat it as a normal school day;P
OH my "sleeping saturday".. its gone.

cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait

anyway hope to see anyone thats going to the airshow!
time to go back to cp,
peacezout.

Off my back, you.

2010-02-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

YEEE-AAA.
My op is finally over!!!
Everyone were sharing their interesting topics, for example, the latin dance which Amilia presented, Oh andand i suddenly got the urge to go scuba diving one day after my friend gave a presentation about it, looks interesting and fun swimming with the fishes:P
I "very" hope we all do well and move on to year 2=D

Just when i thought this week would be better than next week,
i found out that i got french test tomorrow, epc lab test on wed, epc mock test on thurs and common test for Computer programming on friday. Kinda suck right?
Anyway, i would be going for the Airshow coming saturday, gonna be fun, as im going with my friends. HAHA.
The last time i went was with my fam, kinda boring with them, no enthusiasm ;x

Damn, im cramming all my french vocabs into my useless brain while watching anime. LOOL.
seriously i hope next week im able to start studying! Especially for my math and Epc.
oh, thinking about computer programing makes me wanna sleep, BUT, i will turn the tables, getting scoring an A with it.
OK-ay back to studying, left with this week of school till 2 weeks of study break before the Finals! GOGOGO.
peacezout peeps!

Oh God, im so tired, give me rest, seriously,
like refresh me and my useless brain before each day starts.
Love you, and thanks alot, in Jesus name i pray. Amen.

UPDATEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2010-01-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

okay im gonna do a quick update.
MY match is coming up, so yeah. HEHE.
Anyway, last week was alright, TIRING though.
I need my sleep most of the time.
Oh and i went to watch AVATAR 3D on friday, haha.
Well its kinda boring after you've watched it once, NON 3D, but the experience was good as always.
Anyway, tomorrow my killer presentation and after that im a free man!!!!!(temporary)
And after that ive to prepare for my computer programming common test!!! (another killer module.)
So yea, this week is goonna be fun but tough, so good luck to me:D

match starting, sorry for not putting in effort for my post:x
wahaha.
peacezout.

Download to help haiti!

2010-01-27T23:20:00.001+08:00

People! i call out to you!
nah anyway, go to this website and download the songs! http://www.musicforrelief.org/

Linkin Park, Dave Matthews Band, Peter Gabriel, Alanis Morissette, Slash,
The All-American Rejects, Hoobastank, Kenna, Enrique Iglesias and Lupe Fiasco
team up with Music For Relief to aid earthquake victims.

So yeah... please! download to donate.
Save the people of haiti!

Doesnt matter whether the songs nice or not.
you can delete it hearing the songs.
Most importantly, you download.

2010-01-25T23:21:00.003+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

爱我别走-张震岳(wow, chinese wordings)

nice song!
found out from my friend that this is a very old song. LOL.
imma so outdated, but this song is forever nice.
gangsta singing a love song O.O

OH yeah

2010-01-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

cant wait! wootwootwoot!

panda eyes

2010-01-24T22:24:00.003+08:00

okay, seriously the chalet is a like a waste of time for me.

For that 2 days i was there feelling tired, although i slept about 8 hours during the chalet which i haven't for quite sometime. XP

Oh and the Superband concert? it was epic! Damn epic! especially the young singer chang chen yue.

He is a singer, musician, songwriter, Dj and many more! i love his drumming and his singing cos the lyrics are simple and nice. Serious.

sooo damn cool! Its like for that one night, tis chinese singer became my english rockstars.

All the songs that they sang were damn nice, luckily there was lyrics at the screens beside if i would have just fallen asleep trying to figure out what they are singing.

Im not going to overnight and become A avid chinese song listener, maybe i'll only listen to A-yue's song.
Only simple and easy to understand, chinese song please.

Haha, tell you guys something, i almost cried when the concert started.

Its not because i was scared or anything-.-

its because i love it, i love the feelling in a concert,

and maybe its also because my heart realize

the fact that performing on the big stage is just a dream for me):
NO IT WONT BE A DREAM!!!!

Many feelings ran though me when they sang and played the many different songs, its not like im going there like a blur guy, never listen to chinese song at all.

I still know some of their songs pur-lease, from the radio in the car that is=D

All their songs, about love, life, girls they never get and some others.

noice.

Awright, time to go back to my many projects TT.TT

And my blogskin looks ugly and boring already!

time to change!

peacezout punks.

if you know what true love is,
you'll know how it feels like to be alone.

New AVA 'love' trailer!

2010-01-21T23:40:00.002+08:00

Love, the feature-length movie and the 3rd LP will be out on feb 14!
go http://modlife.com/angelsandairwaves to watch the trailer of the movie.

omgomg, their new album coming out on V day! gonna get it:D hehe.

Anw guys, in light of the trailer, what does love means to you?

not in the right mind

2010-01-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

boohoo, going for chalet this weekend, disappearing for a-while.
Anw this week is damn hectic. Although not as hectic as last week, but im so tired after every day.
Next week is going to be worse, rushing through all the projects and presentation that are crap in my eyes.LOL

Ive not memorise my french role play scriptT.T

And2 why do some people able to talk crap so easily like they were made to and some, like me, can't say much.
being tired is not the right excuse, although its most of the time the case.
are girls so easily to talk to cos i dont find it easy, maybe its just me :O THE ME.
All the fat hopes can just die off.

shit my sentence alignment in my posts are so damn ugly,
crosscrosscross the align center thing>:O

my brain is so dead now, i dont know what to post anymore.
studied till 8 just now in school, after soccer in the rain><
so so, jadedddddddddddd

oh and this sat, should be going for the Superband concert.
MY DAD BOUGHT FOR ME THE TICKET WITHOUT EVEN ASKING ME IF IM FREE AND SHOWS ME A BLACK FACE WHEN I SAID I CANT MAKE IT.
but of course im still going, i'll just undisappear myself for awhile from the chalet and go for the concert and be back after that., yea :P

im gonna stone for a-while for my brain to load properly before starting work.
peacezout guyz!

i want to eat something, what should i eat?
hmm, i think i'll eat in my dreams.

a little laughter to end my monday.

2010-01-18T23:25:00.001+08:00

i forgot the ice!!!

pants on the ground, pants on the ground.
looking like a fool with your pants on the ground.
gold in your mouth, hat turned sideways, pants hit the ground.
Call yourself a cool cat looking like a fool,
walking downtown
with your pants on the ground!

(i epiclyy typed this out without looking at the lyrics, the song is already in my head)
tomorrow we shall hear people from my class singing this song.

Mesh Mash Mesh Mash

2010-01-18T00:12:00.001+08:00

This whole week has been damn tiring!
Bet people, can tell im tired by just standing 100 metres away :O

Anyway, go watch The Blind Side. Yeah i know its American Football, but i love it!
Its about a guy named Michael Oher, who has been to many foster homes, and runs off when he was sent to a new one. Then under a new foster home, he was sent to a christian school and blah blah blah. Go watch, its worth it. One of the inspiring and touching movie. SERIOUS!

Oh im so damn tired, projects dues on week 16, which is only 2 weeks from now and ive started on none!
well for the comm skills presentation ive got something to talk about already and that is American Football! my favourite! Too inspiring.
Well for computer prog, me and adit are sure as hell stuck, we are like the 2 worse combination as we both suck in that mod but we are determine to get an A for it. So God help us.
For the helicopter presentation, sure as hell we will ace that, and for french role play too.
We will video tap it:), it will sound weird though, us speaking french.

Well anyway, hope this week is gonna be better, no comm skills tomorrow, so dimiss early! Hope will be catching a movie with my friends and after that back to studying, prepare for sem exams!

I will work hard for what ive planned for, and i will get what i want! to Ace all my mods!( although seems kinda impossible with me failling my compt progT.T, nevertheless, i will still work hard, nothing is impossible)

alright, time to abide my resolution, sleep early time! although its not early at all now.
Anyway, post again soon(:
peacezout!

When you try your best, but you don't succeed.
When you get what you want but not what you need.
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep.
Tears stream down your face,
When you lose something you can't replace.
When you love someone but it goes to waste.
Stuck in reverse.

update yo

2010-01-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

Been more than than a week since the new year.
How has it been for you guys?
Its been quite alright for me this year, although failling one module kinda sucks.
Left with about 5 more weeks till our semester break, cant wait for it. Tomorrow's comm skill sure nail it, math confirm able to finish it by tomorrow.
Its like only the first week and projects and workpiles keep coming in, im deprived of sleep, and one of my resolution was to sleep early and more, kinda sucks i cant start it from the start of the year.
Left with 4 weeks till finals, but i wont break. Now studies comes first, although i will still find time for all my friends.
Last week's open house was great, helping out at the booth although i was seriously tired.
I'll regain my live back after tomorrow's comm skill and maths workloads, watching movie with my dudes again. SOO JADED.
This shows that schoolling kinda suck..
I want to get lots of stuffs, my capo is lost somewhere therefore need to get a new one, i need to reservice my bass, all this crap need moneh!
I need lotsof new stuffs>.<

mindless thoughts, unfailling, unconditional love.
another day, another start, another day full of crap,
just bring me on a journey far away.

New year, New Aspirations, New, New and New

2010-01-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

Here goes my new year resolution.
1) Be more hardworking and independent.
2) Make many more people smile.
3) Stop saying 'anything' and 'i don't know'.
4) Eat just right.
5) Sleep early and more.
6) Perform at a bigger stage with my band.
7) Maintain good grades throughout this whole year.
8) Spend lesser.
9) Be more caring to everyone.
okay, you people reading this be my witness, I will try to do all of this alright, i will TRY.
Maybe i should put this as a reminder on my phone.
Anyway, yay, happy 2010. Just came back from genting yesterday, went out and its the first time sitting in my friends car. The feeling is kinda weird, my friend is driving me!
Although yesterday was kinda like crap cos i was seriously damn tired after my trip but i still went to meet up with eveyone to celebrate the new year.
Oh guess what, we did the countdown to 2010 at a car park, at a HDB car park, we were practically screaming, actually i think im the only one. LOL.
PLanned to go prawning, we did actually, but me and some others were so tired that we did nothing, like me following my friend to fetch his gf and her friends, and getting lost on the way there was just stupid, luckily i was with him to look out for him.
Oh and this never fails, always, some unknown number will wish me, like out of nowhere, maybe everyone gets that. hmmm.
Oh and me trip to genting? go see the pics at fb :DD

im tired again.

Happy Christmas/Boxing Day!

2009-12-26T01:29:00.001+08:00

Happy, people, HAPPY!
Well first of all, finally meet cheryl after a very long time, cos we both were going for dom's christmas "partyy" and seriously, i didnt expect many people to be there, but it was great! We sang christmas carols and cheryl was like saying "i dont know this song" but after listening to it, she finally got it.
We watched a home made video by dom's fam, it was damn hilarious. Its about christmas, whether its to celebrate the birth of christ or issit a time where people rush to spend their money on new stuffs for others, and the story is about moses leading people out of egypt, LOL. Seriously going back next year again.
Oh and dom was like "eh, in about more than a weeks time its my 19th", haha, like he wants me to get him something or that i got another year to go to my 19th, who cares!, im 18!
Guess what, saying merry chrsitmas to total stranger was so much fun, i hope maybe ive made their day or something. At first it started with a dare by cheryl, then i carried on, haha. Ive wished a passerby, security guard, a taxi driver and a shop auntie. When i did that, i feel a kind of christmas feeling, a spirit i guess, maybe not a white christmas but a christmas with happy faces is enough.
Oh on to me at dom's house. i stayed till about 4am, well playing card games with his cousins of course, i wanted to stay over but i got something on the next day. Jody was like, i wanna go home and sleep cos i got training tomorrow, oh and Danielle and Shannon came over at about 3am, so yeah, they joined us in the game, called beaver land! wth is that.
Moving on to the next day, i slept throughout most of the whole day, only to wake up and meet my fam at vivo to catch sherlock holmes. Its a good movie, mix with laughter and action, so kinda must watch guys! Oh i watched it with my head tilted, cos we were seating at the front row, but luckily its the GV max so not that much strain on my neck.
Sooo, tomorrow going over to my aunts place for some gathering and exchanging of christmas presents
, they just touched down just now from china, and will be joining my fam in the genting trip, its not everytime i get to spend time with my cousin.
Ive been listening to Eminem again, like all over again. Rap is abusive, but it makes sense and sounds rythemically nice to me:D
Alright, i think thats bout all, time to watch my movie, on laptop! love actually.
peacezout.

why are people saying that christian guys, i mean guys going to church just to see girls?
I go there to see the pastor man! to listen to a old man preaching, i dont see girls, i mean like not literally just go there to see girls right?
Seriously, drop that frking idea, what is christianity becoming like?

Is saying "im alright/fine" or "its alright/fine" really okay?
does it not hurt to keep it in?

tell me

2009-12-24T02:37:00.000+08:00

i kinda miss my poly friends, but seriously, ive got no time in this holidays for them, they too have their stuffs.
All the laughters, even though modules are still tough, we still stick together through laughter and stress.
today is christmas eve, what to do???
Go for the service?
Go to dom's house?
Or just walk around orchard and buy stuffs for christmas?
Maybe i'll do all three.
and2 i think i lack lots of sleep, after my birthday, which i slept quite peacefully, the next night was kinda crap, think cos the next day ive got an errand to do.

cant wait for my trip to genting, seriously need to get away from singapore. A break before the school starts.
I want to buy lots of stuffs, but at the same time i wanna save my money, oh crap, i havent gotten my green day ticket.
GREEN DAY man, alright time to sms my friend see when he's free to buy it.

peacezout peeps. Alicenine rocks:D

bittersweet

2009-12-22T03:27:00.001+08:00

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR WISHES!
seriously, thank everyone for blessing me, for wishing me or whatever.
It was a good day, even though its raining most of the day.
I want to say thank you to my closest friends, you know who, my next closest friends, dan, shane and the rest
and others who have at least done something for me, which i haven't repaid, thanks for everything and the otherothers friends, i thank you from my heart, and to those who couldn't wished me cos i was not contactable, i still thank you people.
Will be thanking everyone that wished me on facebook and anywhere on the net.
Will be thanking my mum for giving birth to me, with something.
Thanking my grandma for raising me up to be a ....(i dont know what am i)
Finally i thank God for giving me a purpose in life that i may find, that in Him i may love again.
And i hope everyone have a great year, great end-of-year.
I want to be back to end this year with a bang on time.
Well, my birthday has been wanting to make people happy, its has always been "if you are happy, im happy."
So if everyone is happy, im happy, even if making people smile becoming my job on my birthday.

With my birthday over, its just another 10 more days to the end of this year, i want to have more memories of this year, it may not be the best year, but at least make good use of the last few days we have of this year and i'll enter the new year bravely, facing whatever may come.

i'll update my past 2weeks stuffs, stay tuned
peacezout \m/

Thank your mum before having a good day.
Your Dad? nah, he had a good time.

This inches-thick wall, separating me from you.
i'll run it down, punch through it with my bare-fist if i have to,
to reach you.

tell me..

2009-12-11T00:55:00.001+08:00

seriously, tell me how you feel.
how everyone feels.

Sentimental

2009-12-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

Are guys there more sentimental guys than girls out there?

time to change mah blogskin, or should i stick with this?

Arent Jared Leto and Shannon Leto handsome?(30 seconds to mars)
They look kinda cool, dont they, especially Jared.

All the same

2009-12-08T22:45:00.001+08:00

Tell you people something, you can catch bus 70 at the bus stop across the field if you have missed it at the interchange! haha.
Serious man, me and yanzhuan run across the shelter to the bus stop the other side to catch the bus, its like wtf! carrying my laptop and bag full of books, its like woooh, shiok.
At the interchange, we were like, is that bus 70? then i said i think so, so we started keeping our ear pieces, grab hold of our stuffs and ran. We were out of breathe afterwards, in the bus was just as shiok as we ran.
Anyway, studied from 3 till 9pm today in school lib, actually it was till 7.30 because we went to eat macs and after that watch zombieland on my laptop. Then that jiayu wanted to watch american pie 7, seriously, what kind of international student is he? beware of him girls, he has a sick mind! haha!
Had a bad headache when i was studying, but after eating macs, it was all gone, guess my brain is sensitive to numbers and problems sums.
And damn that nizam. He knows my father name already! I will get back at him:)
Tomorrow EPC tutorials due, its like 10 pages full of circuits and stuffs that make me go wth, and huess what im only at page 2. C'mon CX, Adit will say.

Oh yah, today, when i went into the lecture hall, I was like singing blink 182 songsoftly to myself, and adit came in sarcastically. LOL.
its like,
CX: Dont waste your time on me, you're already a voice inside my head.
Adit: I miss you, miss you!
that indonesian. guess you won't find it funny, but there will be more of this in the future and it has already begun. French today was kinda alright, the equiz was too hard, used google translator to translate. Shhhh.

Ah whatever.
Anyway, have any of you thought of this. Ive been thinking, like im in this body, this body and im the soul, its like im seeing everything through this earthly body, like i dont know. Then have you thought that, when you are old, you seeing things through this body, the world the pain that you will feel, the worries that you have that will change your black hair white, the wrinkles that we will have, is our soul so contaminated with sins? Its like im put in this body to be a testimonial or to experience or to spread the gospel. Maybe im asking too many questions, seriouslym this make me cherish life more thinking about death more than my life. I seriously got alot of stuffs i wanna try, even the smallest thing like my hand writing, to stuffs like becoming an actor, a performer, a musician, an artist, a everything that you want to be. to me its like i want to be all of it. Fk, im thinking too much, seriously stop. Gimme an answer, anyone? maybe im too dumb to find this out too late or something, just say it.
Time to do my EPC.

in my life, we compromise.
holding your scarred heart in hand,
i'll take you for who you are,
if you take me for everything.

would you kill the save alive?

Say it just once

2009-12-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

i'll start composing my post now.

Alright, this week was damn stressful, all the lab test. At least i know that ive done well even though im was so tired.

For analogue, i think for theory ive done well, but not the practical side, i got all 3 lights ON, come on, what is this, my IC chip spoiled, changed it, still the same prob, oh then i thought, the person doing it must be dumb, so i just copied the same ans from th theory side to the practical side. Oh and i saw teacher scibbling some stuffs, maybe minusing marks cos i kept asking yanzhuan how to insert this wire to the other, didnt paid much attention in class huh.

Oh for the other lab test, i did exceptionally well. Well cos the teacher's damn good, she seriously can take over our lecturer, but i still respect the lecturer, can see that he is trying his best, and me trying my best to understand what he's talking about.

So, in 1 week time is my common test so this week's gonna be a mugging week, maybe not so of a hiatus cos i cant do that.

So im thinking of skipping my useless comm skills for me to do my revision. OH dammit, just remembered something, i have french test and comprehension to write! due tuesday. So i seriously have to skip comm skills and camp at lib.

Damn that Nizam, i could have done it over my weekends.

Oh and there's computer programming, i seriously cant do that, its just nonsense which give me no sense at all. Seriously dont teach if you cant teach.

On to thursday, after my lab test, went to nizam work place, the starbucks that is near wheellocks place for free coffee, sounds kinda budget, but who cares, i want lots of coffee, haha.

Its only me aylwin and amilia went, oh and nizam too, but he was going to work so yea. Got mah, dark cherry mocha blended, damn nice.

Anyway, there's nothing on friday, just went to return books. Dragged adit to follow me, well i didnt drag, i think, he followed me on his own will, but i was just only going to return books, guess this is what you call good friend.

Theres too much going on this weekend, went out and out and out even more, so yea. To summarise it, tired, jaded, shag, fun, sleepy, braindead, small eyes, aching bod.

Thats all.

No match today, was yesterday, 4-0! yahoo.

Alright, time to try to study again. peacezout.

do you really want?

do really love?

tell me would you kill to save a life?

SUN-DAYS

2009-11-30T00:01:00.001+08:00

This week was damn fked up. Lemme see.

First, i was damn tired the whole week, complaining to everyone.

Secondly, I HATE ACER, dammit. They kicked me out, me and my friends to be exact, of the Sitec convention job.bloodyhell. Now ive to go on hungerstrike, saving my money like ive never saved before.

You know what, i spent my 90 bucks that ive saved for green day, knowing that i will work this weekend to earn it back with profits.

Even my friends who doesnt like acer already, hates them even more now. What's with the, "I Dont Need You And Your Friends Already!".

Crap lah, now im only with 30 bucks, i vant to buy stuffs too, somemore im going overseas during the term break, and theres gonna be alot happening during that time, i guess.

Ah whatever, anyway i got my rest that i needed, now ive gotta start studying.

Alrighty, today after service, went to the floating platform to collect marathon stuffs, well not for me, ive not taken part in the standard chartered marathon for like 2years? But im thinking of going back next year, to also prepare myself for the NS shit.

After that, went to esplanade library, there are tons of music there man, old school, U2 stuffs are there, i mean all the musicians songs and notes are all there, i didnt know man, ive only been to the other side of the lib, all the vids section when i, my friends were planning to do some short films:) that was long ago!

Plan to borrow some of it and read up(if i remember my Yamaha stuffs).

I wanna suntan! but i dont want total tan, just alittle tan will do. Crap, how to find time.

Later, will be watchin Arsenal and chelski, maybe watch barca and real and crap liverpool beat the evertonians.

Who cares, as long as man u wins, rooney with hat-trick, noice.

So i'll be off now, bracing myself for the arsenal chelski match, which of course chelsea will win:D
c'mon arsenal!

alright, peacezout.

IM A POLAR BEAR?

2009-11-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

(me)Do i seriously look like a polar bear? (friend) No lah, you dont need to look like, you are.
(me)Do i seriously behave like a polar bear? (friendssss) yes, of course!, you are so damn lazy. etcetc.
waitwaitwaitwait,
i dont eat seals or other raw meat at north pole, i dont have thick fur, i dont have sharp teeth and claws to rip things apart, i dont hibernate(impt stuff, take note dudes).
guess i just behave like one,

lol.

lazy bastard.

If it wasn't for you.

2009-11-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

Awright, im update my stuffs.
Last week was kinda like crap, well i fell sick and i dont think ive done well enough for my presentation.
Then, let me see, what did i do on thursday, hmm, nothing i guess. Kept thinking i did something on that day.
Wait! i did something on that day, we went for the France Aeronautique and Aerospatial talk, its mostly busness talk, but they do focus on us students too, so yea:D i remembered!!!
Well anyway, on friday, last, went to suntec to collect the tickets for AFA, made new friends, danielle and xinyi, yeap and the other 2 girls whom on that day i still don't know their names.
After collecting the ticks, went to eat at Newyorknewyork, didnt spent much cos was going back for dinner, so ordered a rootbeer float, it cost more than my school mcspicy upsized. damn.
Anyway, thats about it for friday. Went to AFA on saturday, 8am in the morning, wth, i was so dead when i went to meet up with dom. My saturday sleepp. We reached there about 9.30, and i won't ever wanna walk citylink mall ever again. Ive walked through it about 6 times if im not wrong.
Didnt take any pictures at AFA though, i dont wanna take any >< There was damn alot of cosplayers on sunday, guess it was the last day thats why.
Oh yah, caught astro boy on saturday after AFA with my parents and siblings, it was kinda like celebrating my sis birthday.
On sunday, went back to AFA, walked about with dom and his friend, got to know them, kat and shuying.
Haha, oh yah, we takeaway burger king from ps and ate it suntec koi pond. LOL. Thats was seriously dumb but you know lunch time on sunday is packed everywhere.
After that, went to bugis and celebrated yanzhang's birthday. Although not many turned up but it was still quite alright. Hop he had a great day though.
I dont know why im so tired, im damn tired everyday, after i fell sick. crap.
Anyway, on monday, after school, which is like 2 hrs only, went for movie(my girlfriend is an agent, which i watched alrready), watched half way and left for sitec/acer job training.(its a briefing)
Makaned with linus at bishan after that and left for home, jaded.

Today had math test, flunk it. Two more days time, EPC test, chionging for it.

I practically watched most of the movies that are "coming soon" already. LOL, so most of the movies i watched with my friends are 2nd time:D

I dont mind watching again with great company. imma good friend( i think)

SAY HI, even if you are tired, SAY "I LOVE YOU", even if you have a broken heart.

Presentation!

2009-11-16T00:23:00.001+08:00

Presentation tomorrow!
Yes although i hate it, but i got a feeling, this time i may just do it well.
The bad thing about it is that its a must to wear formal! Im not gonna wear it everywhere i go, i'll be sweating like i dont know.
Anyway, other than the comm skills presentation, this week is gonna be a fun week. Well first of all, im going for a french aerospace talk(i think) and the weekend, im going to the AFA! Well im not that enthu about going to AFA, im just accompanying my friend since i got nothing to do on the weekends, can take some photos too:D chkchk.
Oh and ive been having the flu bug since friday, and pass few days have been cold for me. Do you feel cold too?
Hopefully, tomorrow it'll be better, i need my voice and no excuses will be made.
Oh crap! my math test! i've not started revising at all! Im so dead. Seriously.
Anyway, 2012 and Astro Boy are nice movies, catch it. Paranormal Activity is just alright, but i wouldnt want it happening to me.
Oh and we celebrated Jiayu and Daniel's birthday, haha, gotto rub some cream on their faces!

Alright see ya guys, time to leave everything to my lovely God's hands.
Peacezout.

oh my polar bear

Polar bear, c'mon!

2009-11-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

posting!

alright, about the past week, it was damn tiring. Almost everyday after i reached home, will fell asleep, c'mon!

Anyway, school was fun, no movie outings or anything though, and seriously some mods are too tough for me and looking at how near my common test is, i better start studying.

French class was fun as always, we learnquite a few stuffs but havent move towards tying french letters like è, ê, é, and ë. Cool right, he taught us in advance so we could try out at home, its mostly letter e though, there's an a though.

Machining was as always easy, well for this sem it is. Oh and there's this presentation about the good points about myself to be put on a bus as a poster. Damn what am i gonna say about myself, i see no good points, LOL. Oh and i don't know since when i became a polar bear. Friends said i look like one because im lazy, because my head can't lay still while lying down, because im big size?(lol), because i wore a sweater. Crap man, and now my class has became another zoo, with everyone each a different type of animal.

Alright, enough about school, imsick of it, and tomorrow is the start of the new week, so damn fast, and its already the 4th week. Good thing cos christmas and holidays are coming, bad thing cos of the common test!

I seriously need to study while enjoying my poly life. Maybe i should tkae up a club activity again, a cca to keep me busy and make me a unlazy person.

Anyway, good luck to those people taking their A levels. When i saw the timetable, i was like "wtf, what is this"?

OH yah, anyone wants to go to the green day concert?! Of course not for free! i can't find anyone except for my friend, we are lonely, so please tell me if you wanna join us, dont go alone, or if you are going with your friends, call us to join you!

Anyway, i'll do the info stuffs.

Here's it.

Green day - Jan 14

tickets price, standard: 88, 128, 148

free standing(don't ask me i don't know what is this,) 128(12 and above please)

Alright till here, waiting for my man u match against chelsea. Good luck to everyone taking A's once again.

Peacezout.

I may look as if i don't care, but i do care alot.

<;

2009-11-01T22:35:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was halloween! I almost forgotten about it.

Anyway, seriously, this semester is really a drainer, need to have lots of rest if not i won't last even half a day. Half of the lectures, i don't even understand, and its like im paying alot of attention already. Lecturers are supposed teach us and not go through stuffs right? Tutorials are supposed to make us understand it better. It looks like needa pay even more attention, even if i don't understand a tinny bit. Oh and machining haven't looked more relaxing than now, the teacher is good, the milling machine is easy to understand, so easy for me.

Computer Programming sucked, took me awhile to understand as i was most of the time distracted, well cos beside our class, theres another class and beside ME was 3 girls sitting side by side, so its like most of my mates are looking towards my direction, trying to see them through me. I couldnt care much though, and its not like i didnt see them, im a guy right? If they look pretty/cute or a slut, i dont care, the thing that matters to me is their character/personality. (crap headache)

Oh, french class was fun, and2 my name's Yvan which sounds like Yvon which in turn sounds like Yvonne, gosh. The teacher's fun so it makes learning fun. Well there's still alot of vocab to learn and seriously need to practice how to use words and stuffs to form a sentence, a smooooth one.

Oh and past few days were raining like the sky never rained before. Was stucked in the rain a few times, even with an umbrella.

This makes me think about the past where me and my friend always run through the heavy rain with nothing as our covers, only the occasional void decks.

Watched jennifer's body with my mate, the movie sucked and was supposed to watch love happens after that but thought it was late already.

Tomorrow another 3 hours of boring comm skills, presentation? Bring it on.

Other than the presentation, guess the rest of the week is fine, gonna go for another movie, to relax.

OH YAH, math test, how could i forget that, alright, gonna study now, till next time.

peacezout.

post

2009-10-25T21:51:00.003+08:00

Okay, im finally updating.

After the new sem started, the first day was alright, after that, its slowly gets worser.

Im like getting more and more tired as the day goes by and i didnt rest much during the weekend either.

Oh, and when i thought my modules would be much more straight forward than last sem, i was wrong. Its effing hard, like the epc or ecp, those electircal stuffs and worse still, comm skills.

Seriously i hope that my module teachers are better than last sem especially for comm skill so that there won't be and bias-based shit.

Next, my french class was kinda fun, learning new stuff if you ask me why i was bored when learning stuffs other than language, i dont know. I just find language fun and interesting than those mundane pile of work.

So tomorrow the start of the 2nd week, kinda fast eh and this afternoon, i was thinking about whether to join the nyp jam competition with mah mates as my previous sem result wasnt so good i was gonna focus on my studies, but i wanna have a break sometime yo.

Oh crap, man u vs liverpool starting, i'll add more later!

peacezout.

wanting to chill somewhere and never leave that place

with my mocha ice-blended, and getting a brain-freeze.

postt

2009-10-07T23:50:00.003+08:00

alright, i gotta confession to make. Ive not been home almost everyday, i know this is bad but can't help it.

Well, there's many things i still wanna do and i know Rp has already started school so, soon i'll have to go back to the mundane days during school, tsk, craap.

Just some quick updates, went for TWO chalets in the past month, and its was great, didnt post some photos cos im lazy, yes.

Okay, then theres was this one day while i was out with chris, shane and the rest, i heard car vrooming away while i was walking around with my dudes somewhere near bugis, well i forgotten that it was the F1 night race and yeah, caught some glimpse of it, hehe, sadly im too far away to take photos.

Hmm, let see, oh, i stayed over at my grandma house some days ago. Celebrated mid-autumn festival with my relatives. It was kinda err well, boring. Of course part of the time i was sleeping, HAHA, how rude.

Oh and, this girl, Inch Chua has a very nice voice, like WT.. download her aalbum! gogo to inchchua.com

Saw her performing at bay beats, its was pretty sweet.

Alright, i seriously don't know what to post now, so now it'll be just some things i wanna do.

I wanna watch 500 days of summer, the actress Zooey Deschanel looks cute to me.

Next is watching Funny People, heard its kinda a flunk, maybe i'll just download it.

Paper Heart looks kinda nice, although im not so of a documentary person.

Seriously i got too many things i wanna do before school reopen the week after next.

So people if you wanna watch this show with me, tell me earlier, lets go watch it together with everyone, make friends.

till my next post, peacezout.

tell me we didn't spent those nights for naught.

2009-10-02T00:59:00.000+08:00

Tonight, i need your sweet caress, hold me in the darkness.

back posting

2009-09-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

Awlright people, im back posting.

I know i owe you guys one, anyway, too many had happened, don't know where to start.

Well i'll just start with things that happened recently or still fresh in my head.

So, hmm, oh ya, last week, had recordings which was at least better than the one at beats, and on that same day, went for chalet.

The chalet was one of the whackiest ones and well a quiet and boring one i say.

There was like only 6 of us on the first day, i think. Yeah well second day was better as there was bbq and it was at least better.

Had crazy fun till late, playing indian poker. You don't wanna try, i was suffering from thirst the whole game when others had their bladder full of water.

Well, im supposed to avoid that, guess i was good eh, but its no good suffering from dehydration you know.

Well after all these, i had a few cramps and aches but well the weekends, oh the weekends.

I was suuposed to go, SUPPOSED to GO to this primary school gathering at pasir ris park, but well i had cramps and aches from the chalet.

Many turn out, i cant say i wasnt surprise.

Anyway, 3 and a half more weeks of holidays, get me something to do if not i'll get splashing money.

Well getting a job is good, shlould i go back to ice cube? nah, boring, hmm, hmmmmm, i dont know, maybe i'll just join my friend at kbox, but i cant work on sunday, crap lah.

So, maybe i take up the taking temperature at hospital, 6perhour eh, but wait my friend didnt get through, oh dosent mean i cant, i'll consider.

frapping crap, im frking bored.

think i'll go slack till morning at my void deck, its windy you know.

peaceout!

i like to make myself believe, that through all this craps, theres a light.

POST

2009-08-30T01:12:00.002+08:00

Last Paper!

Ive already felt that holiday is here already.

Well, what to do. I cant study anymore especially those memory-based stuffs.

Furthermore, yesterday i went to yuda's birthday party.

Kinda good party with bbqs and stuffs and most importantly to mix around with his tp and kbox friends.

i'll post some photos if i can get from the photographer(professional kay).

Onto my studies, maths was alright, mechanics was better at least by abit. For the up coming paper, i dont think i can concentrate much.

Too much distractions around me, gotta try very hard to focus back. And worse still, i gotta study with internet as theres no notes in black and white on paper for us. Well there is if you are willing to type it and print it out.

Anyway, i won't use this crap as my reason if i fail. I'll just blame it on my laziness.

Oh and i got a new phone the day before yesterday, yeah well its a numberpad phone but its still alright. Was saving money to get a touch screen phone though and now i can use it to invest on my camera that i want to buy.

Its a W980 phone by the way, its till alright. Was no to the idea of having a flip phone, but well flipping it and answering the call is kinda cool i guess. Wtf, anyway, time to go back to studies, promise i will post more after the last paper or something like that, but that depends if i have time.

peaceout.

teehee(argh whatever)

2009-08-24T13:15:00.003+08:00

I cant believe what ive been doing for the past few weeks, no its not what you think, some out of the ordinary thing.

WELL, ive been mugging like hell.

MATH MATH MATH.

All math and today is my math paper, the frigging hard one.

After this paper, ive got mechanics paper coming up in 2 days time and ive not done much revision on that. zzzzah.

AND, theres more memory work to be done after mech paper as next up is my manufacturing tech paper. Gahh.

I miss going out, and i miss sleeping the most. For the past 2 weeks have been sleeping for like only 4 hours a day.

I got 2 more hours of sleep yesterday after service.

Dammit, holidays where are you.

zzzah, gaah.

Time to get an A for math, see ya'll.

Passing of les paul.

2009-08-17T23:42:00.002+08:00

Yes, Lester William Polsfuss or better known as les paul, passed away at the age of 94 on aug 13 2009.

Sad isnt it, the acclaimed guitar player and inventor of Les Paul died from complications of pneumonia at a hospital in white plain.

I want to meet him man, people said that he is a nice guy, a guy who is more than the inventor of Les Paul.

Here's what Joe Satriani said, "To meet him was to learn how to be a good human being first and foremost. He ws just this fantastic person and when you spend time with him, hopefully some of that would rub off on you. As a musician of course his contributions to guitar playing and to music were just staggering. He was our first real guitar hero. He was one of those flashy guitar players who could back it up with solid musicianship. He invented multi-track recording. He invented the idea of pirate radio. He operated a station out of his apartment in New York City. He was the first guy to get the solid body guitar right. All the while he was doing this he was a fantastic entertainer, guitar player, and his career was just incredible."

Man, this makes me wanna meet him even more.

Former Guns N' Roses and current Velvet Revolver and solo guitarist Slash said in a statement: "Les Paul was a shining example of how full one's life can be. He accomplished so much, & was so vibrant & full of positive energy. I'm honored & humbled to have known & played with him over the years, he was an exceptionally brilliant man, musician, inventor, mentor & friend."

this post is dedicated to him, R.I.P les paul.

gah,.!

update lar.

2009-08-10T22:36:00.004+08:00

Alright, here's the update.

Many things happened especially many people's birthday in the past weeks.

Kinda broke, but at least still able to save some money.

Last thursday was sherman's birthday, it's a blast, thanks to nizam who bought the cake and his clever plans.

On that day we watched GI Joe too. Quite nice, will not give 2 thumbs up though, but its still worth to watch. Maybe girls won't like it, hmm...

Anyway, moving on to saturday, we celebrated linus' birthday instead on a sunday. Well doesnt look like any celebration to me, but, yea we went to east coast for beer buffet.

Its not only beer thats buffet, its together with wine and sake!

Luckily i know how to control, if not, sure will end up like the other time, and this time linus vormit, first time seeing the liquor downing him, instead of the liquor itself.

Well, there's still some common things though, i still can't remember somethings that ive said or done. Gosh, seems bad. LOL.

Moving on to sunday, i can still feel the effect of the liquor but still able to keep myself awake for the sermon.

After that, went for UP in 3d at night. It's a very good movie. More worth it then GI JOE, seriously. And MOF's ice cream is really good, i love the matcha flavour-ed ice cream.

Oh and i cant get the fat boy from UP out of my mind, so cute, like my little brother, the fat chubby one.

ALRIGHT, super summarised everything.

I UPDATED!!!!!!.

Finally!

2009-07-26T22:21:00.003+08:00

Feels like ages since i last posted! Damn.
Anyway, last week, took part in a SEG soccer tournament. Although we were really the underdogs, we at least manage to win 1 out of 4 against a competition filled with yr2s and 3s :D
Oh, and ive not been to GC for 2 weeks in a row. I just feel that i should really concentrate on studying now, no time for me to relax that much after doing badly for my common test 1.(I DONT WANNA REPEAT MY MODs.)
And, the reason for not being online was because, was out studying, at my breezy void deck:D
Need to avoid temptation to play and need someone to teach me. Tiring, but good.
1 more month, anything is possible! so get a frking A for all the mods although final results wont be an A cos of the average curve of the marks thing.
Ah i dont care, just concentrate on studies and all will be good, enjoy during the holidays.

OH FCRAP, whyy is there a study break before the sem test!?
This study break is what made me do badly for my common test, guess i will need to treat it like a normal day, wake up early and study(but will i?).

Had service today, was too tired because of sleeping too late yesterday.
Slept the whole afternoon later woke up for dinner before watching liverpool vs singapore with dan and mina, two crazy loverpool fans.
SINGAPORE GOT THRASHED LA, stupid, can see the difference in level and the way liverpool plays its like playing around with the singapore players, creating chances out of no where and scoring the easiest way. gosh.
well, time to go back to my studies, VECTORS!
peacezout.

PD Assignment!

2009-07-20T20:56:00.004+08:00

Week 13

Did some Mechanics and mathematics. Time to get serious.

Had common tests last week, felt that my math haven't really been up to standard yet and yes when i got back the results today, it was a solid F. Yea well, no more time to play, sem exams are nearing and ive got no time to have fun anymore.
Still waiting for mechanics, material tech and manufacturing tech.
Ive got confidence in my mechanics as ive put in quite alot of effort, but for the other two, i just pray that i will have a good result, maybe just borderline.
And i still went for movie after the last paper. Watched The Haunting in Connecticut, wasn't so bad as Drag me to Hell. Kinda like a sad show, a sad ghost movie.
Anyway, had a gig last saturday, well it was kinda like 2 months after i had one so kinda rusty with the crowd. Well, i didn t turn out pretty well but at least it was still great, we still got exposure.
There were many great bands that day, and i was really lucky, got to know some people, like thomas and his dudes, who organised the gig.

Since monday, have been studying for at least 3hrs and doing assignments, quite an accomplishment as ive managed to finish quite alot of work. If this is done regularly, i can ace my common test 2.
Finished touching up on my material technology assignment, its kinda well done.
Today sang didnt come to school so it's kinda quiet, learned more about grinding today, and autocadd really is a tough one today as i really couldnt see the dimensions and do the designing and drawing properly.
While the others went to Shannon's house to play street fighter, went out with friends after having my lunch with khartik.
Khartik is a must to make friends with, he is just so damn funny, able to relieve stress with his lame jokes.
Met up with Sam, Dan and Christine. Its so rare that we meet up and so we manage to talk about schools and stuffs.
Sam is leaving for japan again soon. I can see the effort she puts in in coming back to singapore to visit her friends.

Week 12
Alright, so today's maths common test confirm flunk. Tomorrow gonna push hard for mechanics, really hoping to see some good results if not this bad experience, which i will once again go through, push me to study hard for my semestral exams.
So now, this late in the night, going through all the formulaes and how-to-do examples and try to work something out through my tutorials.
Looks like gonna sleep very late again, anyway im also able to sleep after the exams. Argh, anyway yesterday went jamming, with another band and i feel that after this coming gigs, i should stop playing for awhile to concentrate on my studies. "To uni or not? make up your freaking mind! If so, Study!"
regretting is of no use, concentrate on what ive got to do today and leave the future in God's hand.
guide me through my turmoils, admist all this trash and junks that are trying to distract me. Time ot know what i really need to do.
Coming up are material tech and manufacturing tech papers after my mechanics. Damn i havent studied those yet.
andand, ive been watching these comedy series, its called Big Bang Theory. So so very funny. Well their jokes are kinda like nerdy and scientific o.o so some i really dont understand but the way he expresses it makes me laugh.
Well, i guess thats all. think i'll study till morning 6am or half way through.

Week 11
Alright, so nyp got case of H1N1 so.. holidays is extended!
Good because didnt revise much for my common testalthough i studied material technology which is kinda hard to understand.
Revising of maths and mechanics is still ongoing and ive got to find some time to study manufacturing tech.
Well this extended holidays is not something like holidays but just a home based study, well i call it holiday.
There's loads to do as week 12 which is the week after this week, lessons are moved forward as this week was supposed to be my common test week.
well ive got a feeling that this week is gonna be a productive week.

tomorrow, material technology attendence on heucampus from 4-6pm.
to study topic 3.1-3.3, after that login cms and do the questions.
Manufacturing tech, access cms and go through study material on plastic moulding.
do equiz through cms after that.
Maths, practice on deteriments and do ex 18-20&27-29
do equiz and submit by friday.
Eng mechanics, go through study material stress and strain
Do and submit question 4 from tutorial 6 by week 13.
Personal development, access cms and do e-learning task- public speaking &personal grooming.

Anyway, went out with nus yuda and ting yesterday, was supposed to be some kinda of movie gathering where we were going to watch transformer.
well so only 4 of us turn up, sad right.
and the worst thing is we didnt even book a ticket for transformers and we wandered about for about 2-3hrs until we found a place where there's still seats, at balestier shopping centre if im not wrong.

Week 10
OKay, so i went for guitar club camp during the holidays.

Okay why dont i let the pictures do the talking.

Gathered together at 9 am in the morning!

Getting to know each other session

Making our group flag

Tadah! EIGHT STRINGS

woah see my hand, so fast!

Games time, played many including this which i forgot what its called.

And i dont have any pictures for the games part at night.
Well, its the time where everyone would be dirtied even if they dont want to.
First we were sprayed with water, i love it!
Second, we did some quiz i think
third, we got flour on our face and clothes
fouth, we were mashed with colgate at our various body parts.
fifth, we played twister, it shoudl be more challenging!
sixth, we were blind folded, i mean some and led to some places.(the blind fold on me was not good enough to blind me.)
Ah thats all.
Didnt sleep till 4am in the morning.
the next day photos.

Early after breakfast, we played our last game, it was the perfect game as we really kinda bonded although i was used as the model to dress up and later perform, gosh.

Thinking how they would dress me and rebecca.

im kinda stress as you can see im squating.
When im serious or stress, i will squat even on chairs or any other objects

preparing to perform at their so called stage.

time to perform, see hebe?

Alright, dont have the photos for the aftermath and the bonus part so i'll just have to type.
we did some bonus parts like dancing and picking up stuffs without destroying our costumes.
after that we played twister with our costumes on and i won! hehe.
After all that, they annouce the winning group, yea and my group is the last as our members keep leaving for their home as they got something on.
Some photos before we leave for home.

Yeap thats all.
Made many new friends, as expected. FUN, loads of it.
Grea time together with my group, cheers!

Week 9
Had 2 tests, maths and mechanics. Didnt do well for math, crap, for mechanics, i still dont know how i fare yet anyway i have faith that i can at least get a 18/25.
On thursday went for guitar club, our final class as advance class before moving on to Junior ensemble, can't wait and our "instructor" , Kai, was funny as always as he tries to make the class as lively and fun as possible.
Oh and Samantha is finally back, went to see her few days ago and she changed alot! XD
Met up with the rest too, miss those days when we were always together. Get together again soon, miss ya'll lots.
This week im gonna study at least 4hrs a day, completing at least 1 chapter a day for maths and material technology.
Next week i'll do revision for maths while revising manufacturing and material technology. gosh so much to study so little time.

Week 8
Nothing much last week as normal, except that this week's Guitar Club was kinda fun.
We learn more about majors and minors and some other stuffs and Kai, finally i know the name of the guy who is teaching us, gave us pointers and the importance of C major.
Anyway, on to the fun part of GC, we finally played together as a small group, like one group the rhythm, the other the bass and the rest plays chords.
Although it didnt sound so right as it's our first time playing together but it was an experience.
After that, we were told to compose a short 12 second song in groups of 2.
Well, it was kinda easy as yea of course i played the bass while Aylwin played the chords.
We planned for the next day to stay back and compose one together, and we did, in 15minutes.
So, thats about it for last week.
we also done some heat treatment and rockwell test for the lab work, kinda fun as everyone take turns to put the metal rod into the furnance.
We completed our parachute and it was kinda good, as it can stay in the air for quite sometime.
The coming week, having math pre-common test, which i think im gonna fail.
OH talking about test, i got CNC programming full marks! Heard our Autocad test wasnt so good so yea, i pray for brains tomorrow and many much wisdom so i may do the test and hopefully get a pass.

Week 7

Its xiu mei's birthday on 24th may, we celebrate it the day before it as more people were able to turn out on a saturday.
As expected many turnout and so it was kinda lke a class gathering, therefore, it turn out pretty well.
Had fun at the beach, after that, went to one degree 15 to relax through the night while a 2 men band plays ballad for us, for xiu mei i mean.
After that, had supper at the prate house beside yio chu kang road before parting.

Anyway, this week was a very productive week as i did my first question in mechanics without much help myself! And i studied at least 1-1.5hrs each day this week! what has gotten into me, i wonder.

Week 6
Well, nothing much during guitar club, just learning new songs and practicising the PIMA thing.
I can see that Aylwin was damn tired after GC as he looks so dead during the class.
Some of my friends came to NYP to visit Han Ying on that day too, although im not sure who came exactly.
Well, i didnt know whats the real reason she and some others came to nyp for, i dont care either, girl stuffs.
Met up with only juliana after GC and went home together after sending Aylwin off to his mrt.
Didnt get to study much as i was too tired to do anything else, but well, paid lots of attention in class, but i doubt it will help if i dont revise.

On friday, yes i still hate doing the lab exercise, not so like hate, but just not really like it.
and yes it ends at 12.30 today, its the best day of the week, always.
Studies always comes the next day after friday.
Week 5

Anyway, today, a sunday, went to church for service. After that met Sharon. She was giving out flyers for, erm i dont know how to translate from chinese to english, and yea she havent changed much except for her dressing.
Yea, and was supposed to go to my grandman house for dinner with my relatives but had some other plans.
Instead, i went to bell's house for a gathering cum birthday party steamboat. Luckily for me, her house is near my house.
So went to meet up with shi ting and linus to study, of course ended up not studying but eating and chatting.
So around 5, we met up with the rest under bell's block.
We planned to give her a surprise by lighting the birthday cake while singing the birthday song outside her house.
Skipping everything else, moving on to dinner. I couldnt believe that i ate so little but drank alot.
Well not much changes around us, oh and chen long went home early as he got something on after the steamboat. So after eating the cake, played cards for awhile before going down to take some pictures and later bidding farewell to everyone to prepare for school the next day.
Coming weeks, gonna have tests.
Studying is the most important now, resist temptation! Meeting up with old friends definitely brings back memories. through the path of learning, new friends are made. Moving on.

Week 4

After school, while waiting for my live audio orientation, we chillout at Macs while some went to gym.
Met up with terril after that, and later with leo in the orientation.
Made friends with Aishah, who sat beside me during the orientation, and yes live audio is a fun cca and it only requires us to go down if only theres events coming up and we'll set up the sound systems.
I love the sound systems, if only i have one i can blast my songs at home.
Well, for studies, still have not started yet, but i will because i will!
School is already so tiring, and ive already joined 2 cca's and im planning to go for floorball's orientation. Studies can be managed.

Yesterday, after school. Our class went for a game of street soccer. We played with Akmal, who joined us abit later. After that, thought of going to gym, but guess i stayed to too long at the street soccer court, so i went home and prepared myself for guitar club late.

Met up with Aylwin at yck mrt and later went for guitar club(GC) together.

Shahim didnt make it because it was his mum's birthday, yea. Anyway, the GC class was kinda fun although they retaught everything, like the notes, crochets, beats and stuffs that ive learned when i was in piano class 6years ago!

Made friends with Zhen Yu, a guy, Gloria and beat-rice beatrice. haha. oh damn! i fogot what's the guy name who sat just beside me, shit, anyway he is damn pro with the classical guitar and he is like 3yrs older than me! w00t! Well as for the others, i didnt really get their name as we didnt introduce our names to each other, this shows that the organizers i kinda suck arent they.

Week 3

SMART GOALS.
1) Enlarge the circle of friendship.
2) Studying and maintaining good grades for yr 2.

Specific.
1) Where- in school or commitments outside.
When- every weekend if possible or during club or CCA activities.
Who- Anyone that wants to meet people to enlarge their circle of friends.
Why- So able to have friends that are trustworthy and able to have fun and study together.
How- through friends within or outside campus or from other polytechnics.

2) Where- in campus libraries or public libraries, tuitions or any source of help.
When- 2hrs at least for 6 days. 1 day rest.
Who- through friends or teachers from secondary school who are able to help.
Why- So that able to attain and maintain good results for entry to university.
How- by paying attention in class and not be distracted.
Measurable.
1) Although school studies is important, I cant rule out the importance of having friends in school when you want to do well and get good grades. By having different group of friends, im able to help myself to fun and also studies.
So with time, meeting fresh faces around the campus should help me in getting friends.

2) With time management and revising of work, good results should be able to be maintained and will show when i move to yr 2. Nevertheless, if this does not work out, of course the consequences will be bad, like failing to pass a module will result in retaking that module in year 2 and this may clash with other modules, making studying very difficult.

Achievable
1) Achievable although it may or may not be challenging is really up to me if I want to meet new faces. Although the experience can be pretty awkward, but it is worth a try, because without challenges, one cannot meet what they really want to achieve. So for this one yr or maybe a semester, this will be my goal and to find the right clique.

2) Maintaining results can be easy to attained, so this should be able to be done without much challenge. On the other hand, if I fall to bad influence, this could be the other way round.
Relevant
1) It may or may not concern my future depends on how I face things. If I were to work in a factory and everyone cannot get along, working can be pretty difficult in that situation. So if working in a good environment, things should go well as everyone feels comfortable with everything. It is also good for personal life as able to find the right mate in the future.

2) Concerns my future as I want to further my studies and earn more money to support my family in the future. So maintaining good results and doing well for yr 1 is the main purpose im supposed to do.
Time referenced
1) Hangout with friends at least once a week or organize some outings where everyone brings their friends along. If not just participate in activities in school like club or CCA activities.

2) Study or revise for at least 2hrs a day while weekend, one day of studies and the other for resting. If it does not work out or if during a particular weekend having outing, during weekdays study a little bit more, or before going out if there is time, revise a little.

By: Liyaw Chong Xin
Admin no.: 092028C

dont keep it in.

2009-07-20T01:06:00.002+08:00

You can never tell what people are thinking and feeling unless they tell you, and usually they lie. you ask them, ‘Whats wrong?’ and they say ‘Nothing’.
You accept this because it’s easier than digging for the truth.
People smile when they want to cry, they laugh when they want to scream and shout.
They pretend like nothing is wrong because they don’t want to face the truth.
Things aren’t always rainbows and butterflies, sometimes you gotta scream and cry your anger and sadness to the world, because you can only hold it in for so long before something in you snaps. so when you want to cry, cry.
When you want to scream, scream.
Don’t hide behind fake smiles, it’s okay to not be alright.

I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible.
And how it can actually ache in places you didn’t know you had inside you.
And it doesn’t matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends, you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood.
And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy.
And sometimes you can even convince yourself that she’ll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new.
And you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again.
And little pieces of your soul will finally come back.
And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

Don't Fake It.
'tumblr.

Updates.

2009-07-17T19:46:00.003+08:00

Reporting on what happened these week.

Since monday, have been studying for at least 3hrs and doing assignments, quite an accomplishment as ive managed to finish quite alot of work. If this is done regularly, i can ace my common test 2.

Finished touching up on my material technology assignment, its kinda well done.

Today sang didnt come to school so it's kinda quiet, learned more about grinding today, and autocadd really is a tough one today as i really couldnt see the dimensions and do the designing and drawing properly.

While the others went to Shannon's house to play street fighter, went out with friends after having my lunch with khartik.

Khartik is a must to make friends with, he is just so damn funny, able to relieve stress with his lame jokes.

Met up with Sam, Dan and Christine. Its so rare that we meet up and so we manage to talk about schools and stuffs.

Sam is leaving for japan again soon. I can see the effort she puts in in coming back to singapore to visit her friends.

Living in Japan, i wonder how is it like?

Well, anyway, today in the morning. i was held back while taking my temperature at the auditorium. Was shock at first, thinking of the possibilities of having H1N1.

I bathed hot water today, so my temperature just shot up abit, and im not having fever of any sort and was looking forward to them asking me to go home.

Haha, well in fact i was already thinking of not going to school already, but when the guy retook my temperature and said i was okay to go. Damn.

Oh and i wanna watch the latest harry potter movie, well its not a must as im not so into it, but just wanna watch the effects and how the movie will turn out. Yes i read the books, all of it, but yea, just wanna see if the movie potray it just like the book.

Alright, till here, i need a rest!

gonna chillout, peaceout.

update

2009-07-13T22:19:00.004+08:00

updates for last week and this week.
Had common tests last week, felt that my math haven't really been up to standard yet and yes when i got back the results today, it was a solid F. Yea well, no more time to play, sem exams are nearing and ive got no time to have fun anymore.
Still waiting for mechanics, material tech and manufacturing tech.
Ive got confidence in my mechanics as ive put in quite alot of effort, but for the other two, i just pray that i will have a good result, maybe just borderline.
And i still went for movie after the last paper. Watched The Haunting in Connecticut, wasn't so bad as Drag me to Hell. Kinda like a sad show, a sad ghost movie.
Anyway, had a gig last saturday, well it was kinda like 2 months after i had one so kinda rusty with the crowd. Well, i didn t turn out pretty well but at least it was still great, we still got exposure.
There were many great bands that day, and i was really lucky, got to know some people, like thomas and his dudes, who organised the gig.
Great people, love it there.

Now its time to study, and leave the fun till september holidays.

some random post.

2009-07-07T00:54:00.001+08:00

Music is not a commodity. It’s not something that people buy, or consume. It’s not a revenue stream, or a career choice. It’s an expression of the depths of peoples’ humanity. It’s an experience.

Our ears bring us some of the greatest pleasure. Life is a song that plays all the time: running water, the hum of an air conditioner or computer, traffic, the soft breaths of our loved ones while they sleep.

And music touches, moves, and inspires people. It defines cultural movements, joyous occasions, painful break ups – music evokes powerful memories and responses in us. A song can forever bring us back to specific moments in our lives, to sights and smells of times that have passed us by. Music transcends time, and walks with us through our lives.

We live in an era where the palette of music we can paint onto the canvasses of our lives is a rich spectrum. Any sound we are looking for can be found and heard. The experience of listening has no price, and the soundtracks of our lives are personal. We listen to music with a focus and generosity we give few other things, for music only lives in the moment.

Music has no past, and no future. It exists only now, in the same moment our lives are occurring. It moves with us through life, and as we breathe in and out, music pulses and lives in the same moments we do.

We listen to music because it moves us. It touches our hearts. It adds a richness to our life experiences, and expands the intensity of our lives. We are not numbers on a sheet, and we are not sales figures. We are human beings, and the music we listen to is one of our most intimate and personal experiences. Even in a crowded room or concert, it speaks to us directly.

Music is a conversation. Spoken by one human being, and heard by another. The listener gets to say how the music moves them. And while we tend to describe it in terms of good or bad, ultimately only the listener can say if a piece of music moves them, and what the experience of it is. As long as it evokes a powerful response, any piece of music has fulfilled its intention. It is when the listener reacts with apathy that a piece has not touched them.

From tumblr.

post

2009-07-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

Alright, so today's maths common test confirm flunk. Tomorrow gonna push hard for mechanics, really hoping to see some good results if not this bad experience, which i will once again go through, push me to study hard for my semestral exams.

So now, this late in the night, going through all the formulaes and how-to-do examples and try to work something out through my tutorials.

Looks like gonna sleep very late again, anyway im also able to sleep after the exams. Argh, anyway yesterday went jamming, with another band and i feel that after this coming gigs, i should stop playing for awhile to concentrate on my studies. "To uni or not? make up your freaking mind! If so, Study!"

regretting is of no use, concentrate on what ive got to do today and leave the future in God's hand.

guide me through my turmoils, admist all this trash and junks that are trying to distract me. Time ot know what i really need to do.

Coming up are material tech and manufacturing tech papers after my mechanics. Damn i havent studied those yet.

andand, ive been watching these comedy series, its called Big Bang Theory. So so very funny. Well their jokes are kinda like nerdy and scientific o.o so some i really dont understand but the way he expresses it makes me laugh.

Well, i guess thats all. think i'll study till morning 6am or half way through.

Its raining, like finally.

yarh!

2009-06-28T21:14:00.003+08:00

Alright, so nyp got case of H1N1 so.. holidays is extended!
Good because didnt revise much for my common test although i studied material technology which is kinda hard to understand.
Revising of maths and mechanics is still ongoing and ive got to find some time to study manufacturing tech.
Well this extended holidays is not something like holidays but just a home based study, well i call it holiday.
There's loads to do as week 12 which is the week after this week, lessons are moved forward as this week was supposed to be my common test week. Oh sad:D
well ive got a feeling that this week is gonna be a productive week.

tomorrow, material technology attendence on heucampus from 4-6pm.
to study topic 3.1-3.3, after that login cms and do the questions.

Manufacturing tech, access cms and go through study material on plastic moulding.
do equiz through cms after that.

Maths, practice on deteriments and do ex 18-20&27-29
do equiz and submit by friday.

Eng mechanics, go through study material stress and strain
Do and submit question 4 from tutorial 6 by week 13.

Personal development, access cms and do e-learning task- public speaking &personal grooming.

Woah thats all.
Anyway, went out with nus yuda and ting yesterday, was supposed to be some kinda of movie gathering where we were going to watch transformer.
well so only 4 of us turn up, sad right.
and the worst thing is we didnt even book a ticket for transformers and we wandered about for about 2-3hrs until we found a place where there's still seats, at balestier shopping centre if im not wrong. LUCKY
yeap, thats all. Ate the most expensive chicken rice for supper after that=.=

Got one!

2009-06-23T00:37:00.008+08:00

oooaallright, post for the week and the week before.
OKay, so i went for guitar club camp.

Okay why dont i let the pictures do the talking.

Gathered together at 9 am in the morning!

Getting to know each other session

Making our group flag

Tadah! EIGHT STRINGS

woah see my hand, so fast!

Games time, played many including this which i forgot what its called.

And i dont have any pictures for the games part at night.
Well, its the time where everyone would be dirtied even if they dont want to.

First we were sprayed with water, i love it!

Second, we did some quiz i think

third, we got flour on our face and clothes

fouth, we were mashed with colgate at our various body parts.

fifth, we played twister, it shoudl be more challenging!

sixth, we were blind folded, i mean some and led to some places.(the blind fold on me was not good enough to blind me.)

Ah thats all.

Didnt sleep till 4am in the morning.

the next day photos.

Early after breakfast, we played our last game, it was the perfect game as we really kinda bonded although i was used as the model to dress up and later perform, gosh.

Thinking how they would dress me and rebecca.

im kinda stress as you can see im squating.
When im serious or stress, i will squat even on chairs or any other objects:D

No! what are they doing to me!

preparing to perform at their so called stage.

time to perform, see hebe?

Alright, dont have the photos for the aftermath and the bonus part so i'll just have to type.

we did some bonus parts like dancing and picking up stuffs without destroying our costumes.

after that we played twister with our costumes on and i won! hehe.

After all that, they annouce the winning group, yea and my group is the last as our members keep leaving for their home as they got something on.

Some photos before we leave for home.

Yeap thats all.
Made many new friends, as expected. FUN, loads of it.

Onto today, well the many days i didnt post.

Alright, went out and out and out somemore till late, i really need to start preparing for common test.
today went to uniqlo! finally! the shop was amazinglly big.
Got some shirts and a parka, nice one!
yea, thats all. I just know that i should get studying soon. Oh man.
till here peacezout.

didnt get to go 987 dance party on saturday.

Was really tired after the camp.

INCUBUS, forever.

2009-06-18T23:58:00.002+08:00

yes they are the best!

INCUBUS.

Camp Camp Camp.

2009-06-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

Yes im going to this guitar club camp tomorrow, its a 2days 1 night camp so i think i wont be sleeping and get this chance to explore nanyang poly in the dark: D
I hate camps although i know im able to meet new friends and even bond with them but yea, i still hate camps.
Oh anyway in the end i will still end up loving it. This i s called camp-blues.
Went to hougang clinic today to get some antibiotics to fight off dont-know-what-it's-called bacteria from i dont know where.
Alright till here, time to go through my pack list, see if i missed anything for the camp.
No more ziplocs, crap.

ohoh, update.

2009-06-14T22:46:00.003+08:00

Updates for this week.
Had 2 tests, maths and mechanics. Didnt do well for math, crap, for mechanics, i still dont know how i fare yet anyway i have faith that i can at least get a 18/25.
On thursday went for guitar club, our final class as advance class before moving on to Junior ensemble, can't wait and our "instructor" , Kai, was funny as always as he tries to make the class as lively and fun as possible.
On friday, well, the best day ever as the next week is our holidays. We went for movie at amk hub. watched Drag Me to Hell, kinda dusgusting show, well all american movies are, what could you expect more.
Because of the good cathay sound system, even when parts that were not scary, i jumped up. WELL AT LEAST NOT LIKE SHERMAN and most of the time i was laughing with Sang. Stupid.
Oh and ive been eating alot the past 2 days. Eating like 2 dinners a day is really not healthy. Gosh.
Oh and Samantha is finally back, went to see her few days ago and she changed alot! XD
Met up with the rest too, miss those days when we were always together. Get together again soon, miss ya'll lots.
This week im gonna study at least 4hrs a day, completing at least 1 chapter a day for maths and material technology.
Next week i'll do revision for maths while revising manufacturing and material technology. gosh so much to study so little time.
Alright time to do my stuffs which i dont know what.
Peace.

i wanna be so much more than this.
Loving you is the only thing I know.

Soo in love.

2009-06-08T21:21:00.002+08:00

Well not soo from 987fm, but im so in love with Jimmy Eats World songs.
Its been so long since i last played them in my playlist, and something tells me that i should listen to them today as today was kinda sucky and tiring, not sure why.
Just so i know that i didnt do my maths test, well not totally me doing it.
tomorrow's Mechanics test definitely will at least be able to get a B if not a C, but im aiming for A.
And, what is Derivation of MOI?! crap, seeing the page with so many weird signs like aliens writing to me, oh gosh someone help me!
Hope that part of the chap dont come out if not ive got a high success of getting a A!
Yahoo! guess im infected by the nizam disease. Thats all for today, chillaxing while studying with JEW playing.

Update

2009-06-07T21:47:00.003+08:00

Finally posting.
Nothing much this week as normal, except that this week's Guitar Club was kinda fun.
We learn more about majors and minors and some other stuffs and Kai, finally i know the name of the guy who is teaching us, gave us pointers and the importance of C major.
Anyway, on to the fun part of GC, we finally played together as a small group, like one group the rhythm, the other the bass and the rest plays chords.
Although it didnt sound so right as it's our first time playing together but it was an experience.
After that, we were told to compose a short 12 second song in groups of 2.
Well, it was kinda easy as yea of course i played the bass while Aylwin played the chords.
We planned for the next day to stay back and compose one together, and we did, in 15minutes. LOL.
So, thats about it for last week.
Oh, and we did heat treatment and rockwell test for the lab work, kinda fun as everyone take turns to put the metal rod into the furnance.
We completed our parachute and it was kinda good, as it can stay in the air for quite sometime.
The coming week, having math pre-common test, which i think im gonna fail.
OH talking about test, i got CNC programming full marks! Heard our Autocad test wasnt so good so yea, i pray for brains tomorrow and many much wisdom so i may do the test and hopefully get a pass.

Practiced some E mechanics this week and a tiny little math, think will be chiong this whole night.
Till here,
peaceout.

updateee.

2009-05-30T23:49:00.003+08:00

This week nothing much happened or done, only that i didnt go for guitar club class this week as was very tired as the previous night didnt slept much due to watching the match between Man united and Barcelona. Was very disappointed and really felt that it was a waste of time.
Wonder if the players knew that the people in singapore stay up so late to watch them play and luckily the next day dont have any lab work so able to go home at 1 and sleep till night!
Anyway, this week was a very productive week as i did my first question in mechanics without much help myself! And i studied at least 1-1.5hrs each day this week! what has gotten into me, i wonder.
blah, went for movie today, watching terminator salvation. It rocks my eyes off, well for those that knows the story or maybe have checked it up on wiki, it may not be so nice a movie to you, but hell it is to me.
Andand, theres many nice movies coming up, like fighting, phelam 123 and of course transformer.
The trailer for transformer already made me so mesmerize, i wonder what would happen if i watched the movie. Mind-blowing. Well, not megan fox.
Argh stuffs to do next week,
decide on a paper aeroplane design and start making a parachute by first researching.
MAN, theres lab work next week, crap.
Alright till here, hungry!
peaceout.

your request.

2009-05-25T01:06:00.001+08:00

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

Q1)What do you think about yourself?

words, hands, heart - yellowcard(im not all about this!)

Q2)Will you get married?

hands to heaven - breathe(i'll marry paradise)

Q3)How will you die?

lights out - Green Day(woah, okay i'll be prepared. tch* AHHH!)

Q4)Anyone have a crush on you?

reinventing your exit- underoath(what? im not escaping.)

Q5)Favorite Things to do

If you dont know me by now - Simply red(yea, so you should know me now or better!)

Q6)Love your friends?

find A way - The Used(i will find a way to)

Q7)Why are you doing this quiz?

broken- lifehouse(im not broken now, just irritated and still destressing)

Q8)Any idea what's going to happen tomorrow?

bed of roses - bon jovi(REALLY?! cant wait!)

Q9)Where you wanna go tomorrow?

stockholm syndrome- muse(i dont mind, c'mon lets go now!)

Q10)If your friend say he/she love you,what will be your reaction?

Just another- jon secada(yea, its just another. LOL)

Q11)If your friend say he/she hate you,what will be your reaction?

21st century breakdown - Green day(it's normal in the 21st century right?)

Q12)What is the funniest thing you had heard or experience in your life?

And when she danced - David Forster & Marilyn Martin(Not so funny, but still an experience.)

Q13)Do you have a crush on someone?

out of the blue- Michael learns to rock(well not so out of the blue, it takes time)

Q14)Are you metally disorder?

I'm Yours- The Script(YES, I AM! hehe)

Q15)How smart are you?

Missing You- John Waite(oh im not smart at missing you, it hurts. LOL.)

another birthday cum gathering

2009-05-24T21:42:00.005+08:00

damn, she didnt include me in it):

this is for yesterday,
birthday picnic at sentosa cum gathering.
woke up by a call from xiu mei, asking me to bring my swimming trunks as we are going to swim at 1 degree 15 at sentosa.
well, i didnt bring because i cant find mine anywhere and i really dont feel like swimming.
So, i went over to bell's house to collect the volleyball before meeting up with ting, yuda and kenny.
took 315 to serangoon interchange before taking mrt to harbourfront.
Meet up with everyone at the control station of harbour front mrt, before taking taxi in. Well, dont ask me why we didnt take the monorail in.
Anyway, we met up with siew ting and her boyfriend, who ive forgotten the name and later cheryl and dawn came after we had settled down.
Kinda a big turnout, yea?
we played monkey, alittle bit of volleyball and later went swimming in the sea.
Yea its my second time swimming in the sea, kinda disgusting but fun, with the wave pulling us in and out from the shore. Of course not everyone went into the sea and swam with us, but it was still a fun experience.
After that, around 6.30 we took taxi from siloso beach to 1 degree 15, the club for the rich people you know? even my club is not as luxurious as this, although my club has the paintball thing: D
So me and some others just relaxed there while others went to swim or look around the place.
Its really a frking place for rich people, with their yacht by the side, woah.
After everyone changed, we went into the pub to relax, well not like a pub but more like a lounge.
We ate tidbits for dinner, well its enough already as Ernest is the one paying for all of our expenses, and luckily, really lucky, that ernest didnt open martell or any liquor, i will seriously die.
Anyway, theres a two man band playing love ballads, and thats of course as Ernest kinda called them to perform.
After a few song by them, Ernest perform for us. W00t! should have given him more suppoort, but yeah, someone special to him was there, so yea.
Anyway, after that we then went for our proper dinner, well still not so proper but at least there was food.
Took taxi from there to the prata house at yck road, near the serangoon garden entrance around 10.30pm? and yeah we almost forgot Ernest's guitar and the stuffs behind the taxi, crap. Almost!
I didnt eat, just had some water before going home as i need to wake up at 8 as the service starts at 9.30 the next day and its held at orchid country club! my club! LOL.
the pictures for yesterday's event will be uploaded shortly(:

Alright this part of the post is for today, during the service, i kept dozing off, even during praying, oh no, sorry lord forgive my sins.
Today was just some quiet day, after the service, i slept through the whole afternoon before watching tv and now studying while posting, MUST STUDY AT LEAST FOR 1HR To FUFILL OUR DREAM TO GO TO UNI!
and crap, theres maths test tomorrow!
till here!
peacezzout!

It's all right to tell me what you think about me

posting.

2009-05-22T21:45:00.003+08:00

alright, yesterday went for guitar club.
Was really reluctant to go as i was really very tired after the lab work. In the end i still went even after Aylwin's temptetion request to go home.
Well, nothing much during guitar club, just learning new songs and practicising the PIMA thing.
I can see that Aylwin was damn tired after GC as he looks so dead during the class.
Some of my friends came to NYP to visit Han Ying on that day too, although im not sure who.
Well, i didnt know whats the real reason she and some others came to nyp for, well i dont care either, girl stuffs.
Met up with only juliana after GC and went home together after sending Aylwin off to his mrt.
Didnt get to study much as i was too shag to do anything else, but well, paid lots of attention in class, but i doubt it will help if i dont revise;.

today, yes i still hate doing the lab exercise, not so like hate, but just not really like it.
and yes it ends at 12.30 today, its the best day of the week, always.
So after that, we went for a movie, something like class outing but only like 8 went? Although so few went, it was still a fun outing, of course, with khartik the future russell pieters.
Damn he can really make us laugh, everyday there would always be tears of laughters and your stomach would ache because we would laugh too much.
ME looking at his face already makes me laugh, cant tell the reason why. HAHAH.
Its friday! and no ones studies on friday! Just joking, i cant study on friday. Keep a close track on what ive studied, hmm..

And im so broke now, how am i supposed to do anything or get anything for xiu mei's birthday tomorrow.
I think i shall do Nizam way of getting money.
Cat!, wtf!

till here, having an irritating headache. zzz.

200th post!

2009-05-18T00:14:00.005+08:00

yes as what my title says.
Anyway, today, a sunday, went to church for service. After that met Sharon. She was giving out flyers for, erm i dont know how to translate from chinese to english, and yea she havent changed much except for her dressing.
Yea, and was supposed to go to my grandman house for dinner with my relatives but had some other plans.
Instead, i went to bell's house for a gathering cum birthday party steamboat. Luckily for me, her house is near my house.
So went to meet up with shi ting and linus to study, of course ended up not studying but eating and chatting.
So around 5, we met up with the rest under bell's block.
We planned to give her a surprise by lighting the birthday cake while singing the birthday song outside her house.
Skipping everything else, moving on to dinner. I couldnt believe that i ate so little but drank alot.
Well not much changes around us, oh and chen long went home early as he got something on after the steamboat. So after eating the cake, played cards for awhile before going down to take some pictures and later bidding farewell to everyone to prepare for school the next day.
Pictures i'll upload tomorrow, i need to sleep now.

Coming weeks, gonna have tests.
Studying is the most important now, resist temptation!

Meeting up with old friends definitely brings back memories. through the path of learning, new friends are made. Moving on.

GC first class.

2009-05-15T20:43:00.006+08:00

Skipping all boring details.

Met up with Aylwin at yck mrt and later went for guitar club(GC) together.

And there's homework to do already.

It is to muster the song 2 Strings(yea basic classical song, i know)

recognise notes

counting? PIMA(important)

and finger exercise(important) hehe.

Didnt get to study much, although did practice afew questions on engineering mechanics, at least to get the concept in my head before moving on to other things.

on to today, and yea, i totally hate and love today. I hate it because first thing in the morning, there is lab work to do and i hate the greasy things and we have to stand for 2 and a half hours while cutting our metal work piece with the machine. Well, i cant stand still and see the work piece being cut slowly by the cutter so i frequently visit other people's progress. I really dont like the design of the safety shoe, it makes me look like skinny tall mickey mouse and it looks kinda funny with nizam wearing it as he looks really like Mickey mouse with it.

Damn funny, he's like a cartoon, trust me.

And today's autocad work was pretty relaxing, just finished up on my exercise and do some touch up on other's before i or you or anyone knew it, it's time to go home! 12.30pm!

Lost my lanyard card like few days ago, and i went to made a new one after that.

When i reached home, i found it in my damn frking pants, crap, crap.

Well, its just $6.40 so its alright so from now on i got two lanyard card unless they cancel the other one which of course they would.

Alright till here, peace.

2009-05-12T22:18:00.003+08:00

Alright skipping all the lectures and tutorials part.
Oh and our whole class, well maybe not all but mostly, went to play soccer today, frking fun although it was kinda tiring as we played during our break and after our break, we have math lecture and yea, we were late for lecture of course, half an hour late and left with half an hour to listen. THE LECTURER ALSO DONT KNOW HOW TO TEACH!
Anyway, after school, while waiting for my live audio orientation, we chillout at Macs while some went to gym.
Met up with terril after that, and later with leo in the orientation.
Made friends with Aishah, who sat beside me during the orientation, and yes live audio is a fun cca and it only requires us to go down if only theres events coming up and we'll set up the sound systems.
I love the sound systems, if only i have one i can blast my songs at home. LOL.
Well, for studies, still have not started yet, but i will because i will!
School is already so tiring, and ive already joined 2 cca's and im planning to go for floorball's orientation.
Who the hell got objections to that!
Peace.

2009-05-10T01:18:00.001+08:00

tired, fun and more fun.

2009-05-09T23:53:00.009+08:00

this was suppose to mean it will never happen again this year.

oh, finally back blogging again.
So lets start with this week. Well, tutorials are always boring, lectures are much more boring but paying attention to class is needed.
Autocad and CNC progamming are most interesting modules. No need much complex thinking.
And crap, mechanics is one tough to understand module. I feel like throwing away the subject even though i know i cant. CRAP MAN.
And on friday, didnt get to meet shi ting and linus cos my class ends at 12.30 when their break was from 11-12. Sad.
After school on friday, slacked with Gem, yan zhaun, shannon, darius and haziq before going home to sleep and waking up later for jamming to prepare for the song recording the next day.
Farid didnt make it down to payalebar, i dont know because of what reason and he didnt make it down today for song recording so we had to adjust to songs here and there. Damn.
SO, the song recording today was kinda alright and as we were the first user to be tested out by recording using macpro desktop, the sound although came out fine, but the snare drum sounds weird, like there's effects on it.
Ah anyway, today made a new friend through hidayat, called fannie, or funny thats what i call her.
She came for our song recording cos yat is going out with her later=.= "oh friends birthday? sorry uh."
oh and shes knows our keyboardist, and she was not able to come down because of o levels. pitypity.
anyway i learn a new word from my malay friends, and well i always hangout with malays, and the word is chillax, which means chill and relax, haha, they really are funny people.

Crap, i dont know how long i didnt blog and this is what turns out. Ah whatever, blog often then.

Anyway, heres my smart goals!

SMART GOALS.
1) Enlarge the circle of friendship.
2) Studying and maintaining good grades for yr 2.

Specific.
1) Where- in school or commitments outside.
When- every weekend if possible or during club or CCA activities.
Who- Anyone that wants to meet people to enlarge their circle of friends.
Why- So able to have friends that are trustworthy and able to have fun and study together.
How- through friends within or outside campus or from other polytechnics.

2) Where- in campus libraries or public libraries, tuitions or any source of help.
When- 2hrs at least for 6 days. 1 day rest.
Who- through friends or teachers from secondary school who are able to help.
Why- So that able to attain and maintain good results for entry to university.
How- by paying attention in class and not be distracted.

Measurable.
1) Although school studies is important, I cant rule out the importance of having friends in school when you want to do well and get good grades. By having different group of friends, im able to help myself to fun and also studies.
So with time, meeting fresh faces around the campus should help me in getting friends.

2) With time management and revising of work, good results should be able to be maintained and will show when i move to yr 2. Nevertheless, if this does not work out, of course the consequences will be bad, like failing to pass a module will result in retaking that module in year 2 and this may clash with other modules, making studying very difficult.

Achievable
1) Achievable although it may or may not be challenging is really up to me if I want to meet new faces. Although the experience can be pretty awkward, but it is worth a try, because without challenges, one cannot meet what they really want to achieve. So for this one yr or maybe a semester, this will be my goal and to find the right clique.

2) Maintaining results can be easy to attained, so this should be able to be done without much challenge. On the other hand, if I fall to bad influence, this could be the other way round.

Relevant
1) It may or may not concern my future depends on how I face things. If I were to work in a factory and everyone cannot get along, working can be pretty difficult in that situation. So if working in a good environment, things should go well as everyone feels comfortable with everything. It is also good for personal life as able to find the right mate in the future.

2) Concerns my future as I want to further my studies and earn more money to support my family in the future. So maintaining good results and doing well for yr 1 is the main purpose im supposed to do.

Time referenced
1) Hangout with friends at least once a week or organize some outings where everyone brings their friends along. If not just participate in activities in school like club or CCA activities.

2) Study or revise for at least 2hrs a day while weekend, one day of studies and the other for resting. If it does not work out or if during a particular weekend having outing, during weekdays study a little bit more, or before going out if there is time, revise a little.

By: Liyaw Chong Xin

Admin no.: 092028C

YAWN!

2009-05-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

YAWNING HERE!
sorry yea, this is called updating my blog(:

yes!

2009-04-30T23:41:00.002+08:00

okay, we have a study group already, me, nizam and sherman.
Okay, i just realise that im very good friends with malays. Fun loving people who doesnt like to be tied down. Well, as for sherman of course not malay, he is kinda like a serious person, but trustworthy.
Cool man, anyway he is damn funny, a really hilarious guy.
hardcore study we will, no time for cca's and clubs. Gosh.

2009-04-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

Received a call from the Water polo captain, saying that theres training tomorrow and thursday, well i didnt pick up the call as i missed it but sung called and ask me whether that guy called me.
Well, i lost my trunks. How am i going in the water now? With my undies? if only they dont mind, or do you want boxers:D
So maybe tomorrow i'll just attend the training but not going into the water, okay thats lame, water polo with no water.
Damn larh, i really can't find my trunks.
Oh and wednesday will be going for guitar club's performance to see if i wanna join.
Well, that i will join.
Im not joining fris-bee and im not going for the orientation too, although looks quite fun but, nah.
Oh live audio is a frking lame club, if i join it, i'll just be loaning out the sound systems to clubs that need it and i'll of course first learn how to operate it.
(where is my trunks?)

Read this,
[Father:] Hey Kids!
[Kids:] Hey Dad!
[Father:] What'da want to do today?
[Kids:] We don't know.
[Father:] Wanna go to the matinee?
[Kids:] NO!
[Father:] Wanna go to the Amusement Park?
[Kids:] NO!
[Father:] Wanna go to the punk rock show?
[Kids:] Yeah! Let's go to the punk rock show!
LOL!
NOFX(:

2009-04-20T21:59:00.002+08:00

Im staring at my "Mathematics with Calculus" textbook.
I was almost lost when the teacher was going through the questions.
ITS JUST the BEGINNING. bloody A math.
what is Function? function is a relation, relation is the relationship between the.. what again?
Shit, luckily my clas has got a math expert from China, respect them dudes.
Anyway, today feels kinda sucky cos i feel really jaded even though class starts at 10.
The first tutorial lesson was alright, character development.
After that was boring and real tiring, then the math got me worrying.
Luckily i survived tutorials and lectures till 5 really that luck is on my side that my lecturer was not here thats why we got to go home at 5 if not its an hour laterT.T
oh my im tired really tired, shag, jaded.
Looks like everyone enjoyed their first day of school. GOOD.
Should meet up and share our experience one day.

Phew, finally.

Not-so-boring but tiring orientation.

2009-04-14T20:43:00.002+08:00

okay, its been a long time since i woke up at 7am and it was a miracle that i was able to wake up t 6.30.
After having my breakfast and stuffs, took bus 70 down to yck mrt and meet up with Shi ting, cherry and siew ting.
After that, we walked to the campus together, oh i know it was going to be boring but i didnt expect this.
Settled down at our respective groupings in different areas, well mine is at the theatre of the arts. Waited for a tiring sleepy hour to pass by before it actually started.
After that, watched performance by the dance club and the guitar club. These are the two most popular arts club, especially nyp's dance club is well known like its soccer unbeatable record.
After that had some talk in the lecture room and later had our lunch and stuffs.
By the game section, ive already known most of my friends and guess what, there's only 1 girl in our class of 20, how sad. LOL.
Anyway yeap, i got to kknow some of the OGL's like AK, WQ and inky. Inky's funny, she kept saying my name wrong, even after telling her my CX short form, she can pronouce as CS. OKay i know it sounds close to CS but please, im not a game.
Continued the game for another 2 hours or so, playing games like concentration and around the school "amazing race" to get to know the whole school.
After that, went to get our workshop stuffs.
Oh hell, tell you that the safety shoe looks ugly but since its cheaper than the ones sold outside, so i got it.
well, im being multi racial again, isnt that good. Theres a indonesian, nepalese and a china-nese. Actually, i barely know the chinese guy maybe tomorrow cos today i felt like using english. HAHAH.
So tomorrow will meet up with my personal mentor and later have some games before going back.
Yeap, shoulder, back aching. And all these took one whole day. Can kill me, luckily tomorrow its until 1pm.
Alright till here.

UNIQLO!

2009-04-10T22:11:00.001+08:00

well, im in love with uniqlo.
The new jap shopped that just opened in singapore recently.
I love their style, simple, plain colourful.
Yeap, this is my style, looks nice but definitely looks nicer on me. Ya just joking.
Anyway, i want to watch DMC, but cinemas don't show it anymore!
I want to watch Knowing! but vam and min watched it yesterday.
Wanted to change the movie we, me dom and vam were watching to from Fast & Furious 4 to Knowing until i found out that the 2 p.s.ks p.s me.
Well, the movie is seriously nice although totally no storyline.
So, after that, went back with Dom to his place cos his parents got some cell group thingy and wants me to go too and also to eat their pohpiah. NICE.
So, i just started watching code gease, So What? Just found out that i get addicted to things pretty fast. Gosh.
Alright, till here, off to see what uniqlo's got for me.

wasting time, school starting.

2009-04-08T22:27:00.004+08:00

Yeap, im wasting my time at home.
Damn i cant be in contact with direct sunlight, thats what the doc said. "Its's bad for your skin, so you shouldnt be in direct contact with sunlight." uhh, alright.
Anyway, i spent my time watching dvd's like Australia, a good movie, and twilight again.
It practically took up the whole of my afternoon which is good so that i'll just have to go out at night. this was on monday and tuesday.

ohoh, the hokkien mee stall at amk is damn good. they cook up delicious mee and although its barely enough to fill my stomach but its satisfying.
Im still hungry now.
The stall is not around amk hub though, its near amk ITE or whatever, its just near some ITE.

Good Friday/Black Friday or Holy Firday whatever you people call it, is coming soon, like 2 days away.
So what is good friday to me? hmm, its the day that Jesus was crucified and on Easter Sunday, he was resurrected, and it shows that he can even beat death. Yeah.

hungry, hungry. Anyway was so bored just now that i took this quiz.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Well, i dont fear death, but i dont wanna be seperated from my loved ones.
So its kinda like i dont wanna die.

tired, funny, laughing, stupid lame jokes.

2009-04-05T21:39:00.004+08:00

okay then, here goes.
Saturday was good, Sunday was better.
Saturday's crowd was better than sunday's.
Anyway, something shocked me when my relatives said they are coming.
Its like uncle and aunties coming to a hardcore gig. omgosh cant imagine. The good thing if they come right, is that they can help us pay for the things, the bad thing is that, some things, i cant do when they are around so my privacy is like, woosh.
The previous band is kinda cooperative and came up to support us, while the others just sit one side and drink their coke or beer or whatever. No fun. Oh and this was today.
Yesterday, there were skaters and all kind of peeps that always turn up for gigs so its kinda fun with them as they move around and everything, but i hate the place, so small and yesterday the weather was so darn hot and even before the gig started i've already sweat more than a gallon of water.
Oh and today was taufik's last gig with us, and he said that without him, we would not last more than a month, cheh.
So we'll be taking a break now and later recording our songs and stuffs and then school starts.
So next gig most probably will be june and by that time will have more friends and can ask them to support us.
So yea, Tired Sial.

YUCCCCKS, GOOSEBUMPS! where? sorry, just saw some videos that my friend just post up. I mean not see, not like i play the thing, but theres this pic like you know before it even plays, there is like a pic on the video screen, you know, you know?
Well, it looks disgusting to me. I know i should keep my comments to myself.

happy, excited, sad, jaded(why shag?)

2009-04-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow gig day. So jaded, dont even feel like going.
Luckily there isnt anymore except sunday and maybe june and so we can make use of this time to make our ep.
Tired, tired.

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2009-04-02T12:44:00.003+08:00

Went for a movie, confessions of a shopaholic, yesterday with long time no see, yuda and yanzhang, well sivam i see him almost everyday.
yea, it suits my friends well, maybe me too because i love to buy things but ive got no money and therefore forced to just shop once every 3months? lol.
Anyway, the movie was great, hilarious and very true.
It says that, "when you shop,your world suddenly becomes brighter but after awhile,your world starts to turn dull and so thats when you shop again." and thats too when your credit card bill comes.
Enough about the movie, alright so after that, Amin called me to collect my pay at ice cube so after the movie we went there straight away while Sivam went home.
We ordered crepts while waiting for the boss to arrive. We get 20% off cos me and amin are working there(:
Well, yuda's black pepper chicken looks delicious, thats what i had on the first day of work.
So practically, i had crepts for dinner.
Something seriously shocked me when amin told me that thany wants to ... me.
Ija too lol. Well, kah Ming didnt have to support Hilmi's and Amin's stupid idea.
Anyway, went for audiotn for ernest's gig today.
well, we are already accpeted but he just wanna see how we perform.
At first we sounded so enthu, wanting to play for his gig but upon hearing the amount needed, i feel like backing out but i dont know whether the others will support me or not so i just say yes.
Well, money is can get, but the tickets is damn expensive and theres some stupid T&A thing where you need 80 dollars down payment. We can use that money to reord our song eh and compile it with my dudes band and we'll be famous in Amsterdam! HOLLAND! Netherland!
Yea, well, tired, feels like just came back from world tour. LOL.
till here, i know you guys dont like me elaborate too much on one thing.
(:

okay, i just realised this, guys like my dudes dont like to be online or using computer.
They prefer face to face thats why they can slack from 12am to 7am in the morning under their block.
Well, i dont wanna waste my time to be able to sleep just to talk to them about crap stuffs.
And they smoke alot, i hate the smell, the cigar smell.

It's mocha

2009-03-31T12:13:00.002+08:00

Finally i got my hair done, and dyed my hair. Cool, classic mocha(:
Well it took quite some of my time as i got guitar session after that. (yesterday)
OKay, im feeling kinda nervous now, having gig on coming sat and sunday, i dont know who my friends called.
And luckily, we are changing genre, damn i hate hardcore.
Alternative/experimental here we come(:

otaku's

2009-03-28T21:14:00.003+08:00

Alright, today was a boring day.
I woke up at 10 waiting for dom's call and he smsed me only at 11 and called me at 12.
Alright so we went to Adelphi lifestyle mall with Dom and his friend, Aaron And his otaku dudes.
Well, okay i just found out that i really suck at IT stuffs alright, im just now interested in these kinda things, but i want good progamming and fast processors stuffs so i'll just have to tag along these guys.
When im with them, i couldnt even talk anything about IT, its like not on the same frequency as me.
Anyway, we went to the adelphi mall cos dom watns to get a headphone and in the end he didnt get one, so we wasted time there.
Later went to Funan and walked about for aLITTLE while and later WALKED to Simlim square from there. Well, i can walk, but i dont know about dom, lol. He was complaining that his feet hurts. He made it in the end, its just a half an hour walk.
After we reched sim lim, and i wanted to upgrade my laptop so i got some price list to bring home to let my mum check it out. Of course only those that are worth putting money to invest in.
So, dom got his lachesis razor mouse and goliathus mouse pad, which is like damn big and it cost a bomb, well not a bomb, but A bomb. hehe.
Anyway, on my way home, the boredom has got into me and i started to feel tired, ~computer stuffs~computer stuffs~ and more ~computer stuffs~ they were talking about. Uh, headache.
Tomorrow having church class lunch and movie. Finally.
Time to rest.

Funny, weird and unexpected.

2009-03-27T22:12:00.003+08:00

So, we had a jamming session at beats today and many funny events came up.
My bandmate, taufik was baned from ever jamming with us ever again, yea it was written in the previous post and so he told his mum that he was going to go for cycling.
Well, guess what, our house, is around the serangoon north area and the jamming studio is AT bugis.
So when we reached, seeing him in his republic poly shirt and pants, i guessed he cycled here, but i quickly scrubbed that off from my mind, which idiot will cycle all the way from serangoon to bugis? and somemore its burning hot today!
So he told us that he cycled there and everything and that his front wheels burst. LOL.
He pushed his bicycle to the studio and LUCKILY it happened when he was almost reaching.
okay, after this, my another bandmate, almost met with an accident today, i guess he was thinking how lucky that he was able to get a 25 yr old, air stewardess as his girlfriend.
Too happy i guess that while crossing the road, saying that he thought the pedestrian crossing light was green when it was red, see how blur.
Well, he tried to be jet li and jumped over the car. HE did actually and then rolled on the road for awhile while passerbys were in awe of what awesome stunt he pulled, i was shock actually, as for his size, i didnt think he could. Well, people can pull of amazing things when their live is in danger, yea. HAHA.
So now at least he is afraid of crossing like its his grandfathers or great grandfathers road.
GOOD, so tired of being the only goodguy in the band, Amin is kinda halve-halve.
till here,
and tomorrow, going out with dom to Sim Lim square, to upgrade this lousy laptop=.=
Come on, its slow, well not so slow and i really hate vista.
oh and Aaron is coming along too, wel i didnt see him before, but he was in my sec sch, so yea, familiar face.

Tired, funny day. I know im not supposed to laugh, but its really funny.